Cause you'd mean that much to me

Monday, December 31, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!
l0ls. t0night i'm g0nna countdown; the venue, people g0ing, time ain't confirm yet! tsktsk. first time things arent g0ing accroding t0 our plans f0r new year's countdown. cuz everyone has g0t their preferred place t0 go. & i reck0n it'll shall be a mess ltr! ahas. okiies i still haven update ab0ut d trip t0 taiwan! cuz there's simply too much phot0s! & im editing, editing & editing to fit it t0 size. tough w0rk leys. hahas 0h and piggy haven sent me all d ph0tos! l0ls. so hab t0 wait f0r the sl0w pig =x shall upate all d phot0s soon. X) okkays back t0 d countdown party. t0day is als0 counted as celebrating yii's birthday cuz we all starts sch 0n her actual date alrd but she seems n0t t0 hab any mo0d to celebrate anym0re. haiis. sadded! hell0s guys we are counting down to our 18 years 0f life. l0ls sort 0f? thou 0ur birthday haven really reach yet. but nvm lahs. my grandma says als0 sort of counted! & acc0rding to d chinese calendar after 人月，we'll be 19!! old seys. hahas. ok h0pe that things will be well ltr. & ~~quarrels!~~ shall update ltr!!

with love ♥ 11:19 AM

Saturday, December 29, 2007

g0sh. i'm fuckiing angry!! damn it man. the stupiid mad man and his friends came 0ver and sc0ld my dad. wth!! i screamed back at them but my maid kept pulling me back! i'm really damn angry can!! i almost rush forward and punch them can!! my m0m scold. they keep sayiing za b0r mai cha(w0man dun talk). wtf!! im like damn angry i scold them back. they ask my dad h0w he teach his own children! wth. im way better cultivated then them! my dad asked nicely and they started shouting like mad man! still say if they see my d0g, they will kill it no matter what! if they dare t0uch a finger on my family. i wont be 客气！im really damn pissed lahs. omg! its the first time i met this kinda 0f neighbour can! & my dad realise that his car g0t scratched! wth. i guess its them lahs. they still say what from the day ii m0ved in, im alrd tolerating y0u all. FUCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. im damn pissed!!!!!!

with love ♥ 7:17 PM

wth!! i've g0t an eviil neighbour living next do0r! a crazy mad man! eeeeewwwww.& that's what happen... my dad & my ah ma cooked outside sometimes. using charcaol t0 b0il soup. then this new neighb0ur came. he doenst like the smell 0f it. so he went t0 complain to d town council. d town council came t0 us. hack care, we just continue co0king then. & hell0s! our past neighbour didnt even complain can?! ppl wh0 live ard us does the same thing to0! some even burn papers c0s of their worshipping. we didnt even say anything. & t0day!! as usual, we were like co0king outside then the stupid mad man came 0ver, took 0ff the soup and pour water over the charcoal & made a mess at my h0use's front void deck, pressed my do0r bell and began scolding my maid telling her:"you want complain then go complain, i'm scare 0f fire! & the rest 0f the mad man's family were like standing behind staring at my maid WAT THE?! he's afraid 0f fire then don't cook his food lahs. & this guy smokes outside the void deck. PASSIVE SMOKERS we have become.wh0 will pay for the medical bill if we were t0 fall sick? i wasn't at h0me. if i'm, im sure to @#@$@#$@#. & my m0m says,if we were t0 catch him smoking next time. g0 ahead and pour water at his mouth! wth. i've never seen such a pers0n bef0re. n0 manners at all, just cant understand why cant he like talk to us nicely in d first place when he couldn't stand the smell 0f it. & does charcoal has smelly smells? we were cooking fo0d! fo0d itself is alrd giving off nice smell? sort 0f? & we used it t0 cook medicine man in fr0nt of our own void deck!! anyway. he's so uncivillised!! making a mess when we are n0t around.pppptttffff. ewwwwww. & that doesn't gives him the right t0 take off the soup and make a mess right? wads the town council f0r?! like shit man. lidat its like we are living in threaten! he n0t happy come make a mess.

d mess he cause! wth. my m0m is s0 gonna sue him! inconsiderate!! tsktsk 带坏小孩。

with love ♥ 6:26 PM

Friday, December 28, 2007

hell0ooo0oooo! i'm back fr0m taiwan lahs! tired. l0ls. i've g0t tons of things to update alrights! i s0oooo0ooo & so0ooooooo0ooo l0ve taiwan! weee i l0ve d weather there! l0ve d place there, d 小吃, l0ve d artists there, missed my t0ur guide there, missed d hustle & bustle 0f theirs night life,c0s their 夜市 is open till 4 am in d morning with l0ts of things to buy!!! & of c0s i l0ve the ppl wh0 went t0 taiwan with me.(: alrights. shall continue update later. c0s too much phot0ssssssss! HELL0 SINGAPORE.MISSES TAIWAN (:

with love ♥ 7:54 PM

Friday, December 21, 2007

你最近还好吗

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话

地址写的是心底你能不能收到它

天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗

这一个冬天我得一个人走回家

问自己习惯了吗没有你每到夜里回声变得好大

有没有什么好方法让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗是不是也在思念里挣扎

你说会记得我还记得吗

你最近还好吗忙碌吗累吗

心还会痛吗如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达

旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬昨天远了

明天还长回忆模糊但巨大

这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

a song by S.H.E that is again very meaningful! (: hmm songs are unusally & especially meaningful when you're 0ut of l0ve. laughs* okkay n0t totally OUT of l0ve. but almost? who kn0ws things may get better? someday? l0ls hahas.

IM GOING T0 TAIWAN TOM0RROW!!!!! WEEEEES. i hope i'll have plenty 0f 收获 over there! hee but i'll miss BRAVO! & i'll miss my l0vely friends too.well wait till i c0me back, lets celebrate new year tgt hohs! (: & i shall update after my taiwan trip! may all be well l0ls miss me! C:

ii want

.a candlelight dinner on top of d rooftop with plenty 0f stars hanging over my head

.l0ts & l0ts of multi- c0lours ballon with a teddy bear hanging below it

.l0ts & l0ts of chocolates & sweets that's wrapped nicely with beautiful wrapper

.surprises!

.a romatic boyfriend who never fails to make me touched!!

.a heart that only beats for me..

with love ♥ 4:27 PM

Thursday, December 20, 2007

19/12/2007

hell0! i'm back t0 updating! hee about my triip to PARTY WORLD & x'mas dinner! weeee!~
i've g0t loads & loads 0f photos to upload, so i shall let my pics d0 d talkings! l0ts.& i mean l0ts of my zii lian phot0s tooooo! wahahas. =x

pictures at PARTY WORLD!

crazy yii =x hahahahas.

yii & me 1.(:

yii & me 2. C:

mandy & me!!

zii lian 1.=x

us! hehs.

two- headed leenyii*

zi lian 2. =x

muaaaaaaaaaa!

At Pan Pacific ^^

ehs i realise its all my zii lian photos at pan pac! l0ls! ooo. i know why! c0s i tink there's s0me more phot0s at yii's phone! we 3 take tgt de. weee!~ okkies shall take it from her and post in my bl0g too! =x

alrights. then its at suntec!

em.i guess that's called d fountain of wealth? hehe. we were there waiting f0r d boys watching d water show before dinner! hehs.

sweeeeet! i l0veeeeeeeeeeee them! hehehes
alrights As usual, we had dinner at 0lio! l0ls d restuarant we went bef0re one day before on 16th nov.0ne day bef0re my bday, but this time we went there f0r x'mas dinner & this is what i ate...

tada! half- roasted spring chicken! lalalas. i still prefer the salmon dunn0 what i ate last time. the chicken abit small uhs! l0ls. okiies d0ne alrd.

d sh0rt video i took f0r d fountain 0f wealth. hehe 0ur conversati0n quite funny lahs. XD

hahas i still hab photos t0 upload de luhs! shall wait f0r mandy & yii t0 send me theirs! had a nice time with my girls! wahahas. & t0day is the first time i see mandy in make-ups! excluding prom lahs weet- woo- weet! should put on m0re often mahs! hehehe XD

&& our next trip, is 0n new year huhs! dun forget.l0ls!

byebye! C:

with love ♥ 11:25 AM

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

*l0ve doesn't get any better than this. sweet & simple, that's all what we're yearning f0r!

alrights, i've been h0me for the wh0le of today rushing my assignment. its just another 3 m0re days to taiwan & i hab a christmas dinner & before that am going to PARTY WORLD before the dinner tmr with my lovely frens. but smth in me isn't really lo0king forward to all

these anymore. 期望得越高，失望得越大。so i'd rather not think.

am feeling slpy & there's no 0ne to talk to. sighs wad a boring hols i have man. i'd rather be in scho0l, provided that school starts in d afternoon, so i can get to sleep until d late morning ^^V hees. assignments are killing me!! gggrrgghh. what a FINE HOLS it is! ohwell, shall get some sleep and cast my moody mood aside. shall update tmr ^^

with love ♥ 4:36 PM

Monday, December 17, 2007

16/12/07
updates f0r ytd! i went 0ut with my m0m to l0t 1.l0ls! saw & brought a cardigan! & the cardigan lo0ks like mandy 0ne.l0ls! just that its white in col0ur. but it was quite cheap @ $26! hees.

my 亲爱的母亲 br0ught the cardigan f0r me t0 taiwan.hees my m0m says its s0 mushy t0 call her that.l0ls! makes her hair stands.ahahas

红星大奖。

xiiao zhu was s0 帅！weee. ming da0 too lahs! hehe. ok this year's main act0r & actress were quite unexpected! l0ls. but zhen ge ping deserves d award f0r ba0 bei fu nu bing! hehes. f0r lin xiang ping, i didnt watch d sh0w she acted in.l0ls! hehes anyways i'm glad that 陈之财 g0t into 十大最受欢迎男艺人。hehes =x

17/12/2007

g0ing out to bugis with man & yii ltr. finally g0ing out? c0s its been 12343123 days since i've seen them! l0ls! okkays that was way too exaggerating i know. but well, past few weeks we were all busy with sch00l & stuffs. s0 finally uhs! shall update ltr!! (:

wee! i'm back fr0m bugis. like finally? l0ls was a super tiring day & a squeezy day to0 >.<>

i brought a MR CHATTERBOX shirt as there was limited LITTLE MISS shirt. l0ls! hee brought a green 0ne unexpectedly! but its niceeeeeeeee! l0ls it costs 9 bucks! i als0 brought a belt for $5, dress f0r $10, small bag f0r $5.90. l0ls

there! d things i brought t0day! hehes. i didnt get t0 the library t0 borr0w CSS book.c0s i was lazy t0 walk towards d library =x alrights. i know d design 0f my dress is very messy! aha but its nice in d real thing alrights :)my darkk f0rest with g0ld lining dress! hehs.

alrights. was super tiired after all d shopping with mandy and yii! weee~!! g0nna be 0ut with them on wed agn f0r christmas dinner! (:

i wanna get a black ring d next sh0pping!

ohs.& i saw these few nice designs while shopping which i decide t0 include t0 my assignment.hehs

aren't they nice? l0ls! sweet alright! hehes. strictly n0 ripping! =x ahahas. shall blog till here g0nna ask wee l0on to help me in my assignment! :D

with love ♥ 10:46 AM

Friday, December 14, 2007

g0sh! i just realise that my p0st 0f my lyrics 你只有一个 is s0 untidy! well, i'm lazy t0 change it. shall put it here then! hees.

OS: 我跟你说　一个人　其实也没有什么不好

你看你　眉头都打结了

你熟悉的坚韧　到哪儿去了

别因时光而磨损快找回那自信的眼神

不要因为爱错了一个人就否决爱美好的可能

不管如何都不要忘记　你是最好的

要相信你绝对有幸福的资格

你只有一个　独一无二

他不懂珍惜是他太笨

有多少人都等着要做你
　
最在乎的人

你只有一个那么独特你值得你期盼的快乐

当你不再非他不可他会知道　

失去的多难得

& 0nce again, d underlines 0nes are the meaningful 0nes. i tink i alm0st undeline everything! l0ls! ohwell, it is meaningful! blehs! :D

爱的失败并不意味着我会放弃寻找真爱的资格。

有一天，我必定会找到属于我的幸福

属于我独一无二的辛福。。。

而他将会懂得失去的多难的（：

无论在往后会不会有他的日子，我都一定要过的快乐。

with love ♥ 8:05 PM

h0ls is here!! g0sh i'm so damn happy lahs! & d oopg assignment are nearly d0ne too! we wanna add m0re advance feature to grad d bonuses! grabs* hehe. alrights, ytd me and ah fang stayed back late t0 do d assisgnment, 范玮琪 came to out sch0ol for 校园演唱会 in d evening, having nothing better t0 do. we decide t0 go hear her sing! hehes. a few 0f her s0ngs turn out niceee! hees esp. 你只有一个 & 是非题！(:
bel0w are s0me of the pics i mange t0 take. the person in charge dun all0w us to take photos & videos!! ppppttfff!! >:( but i took s0me anyway :D

c0ncert starting!

fan fan's singing! l0ls.

well, i l0ve this s0ng 0f hers!! ahahas

你只有一个！

OS: 我跟你说　一个人　

其实也没有什么不好

你看你　眉头都打结了

你熟悉的坚韧　到哪儿去了

别因时光而磨损快找回那自信的眼神

不要因为爱错了一个人就否决爱美好的可能

不管如何都不要忘记　你是最好的

要相信你绝对有幸福的资格你只有一个

　独一无二他不懂珍惜是他太笨

有多少人都等着要做你是　

最在乎的人你只有一个　

那么独特你值得你期盼的快乐

当你不再非他不可他会知道

失去的多难得

*d w0rds that i underline are phrases that i think is super meaningful (:

ain't it meaningful? :) someday we'll surely find some0ne who truly cherish us yeahs?!

& theref0re, we have t0 be str0ng and tink positively when facing a broken relationship. i guess it isn't really the end 0f the world bahs.. ohwell, Acti0n speaks l0uder than words. (: saying is 0ne thing and d0ing is another.hahas

okkays shall st0p here f0r 范范校园演唱会。

a few days back i to0k phot0s of BRAVO wearing clothes! aint it cuteeee?! l0ls =x

i l0ve BRAVO! Weeeeeeeeee!!~

that's all!

bye

with love ♥ 7:00 PM

Monday, December 10, 2007

omg! my computer crashed on 07/12/07! >.< anyway its better now i reconfigured the whole computer & d process took like 3 hrs? l0ls! thanks to MR WEE LOON agn!! for saving my time sitting at comtech to configure! :D Actual timing is 5 hrs plus! so he helped save my 2 hrs! hahas. but ohwell, i still need to go back and install some software. grumbles*
alrights t0day i have a netf assignment, & luckily my lappy is saved in time just for the presentaion later, an ad-hoc assignment! weeee!!
alrights actually life is kinda cool wihout my lappy ard. hees and 0ver the weekends, my mom say its as if i've gone back to the times when i have my plaits on. l0ls where i dunno much about technology yet and all i cared was barbie dolls. ah yes dolls hahahas. ohwell, without my lappy, i do n0t have to tink about assingments! temporary. hehehe

my grandma's back from taiwan! she say taiwan is superrr cold! l0ls shii0k ahs! how i wish it'll be as cold when i'm at over there! but well, i dun wan it to rain! hee. looking forward to it in another 12 more days!
i wanna dye my hair!
bye! (:

with love ♥ 10:22 AM

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

you say that i have the best life

you say i'll always be happy

you tell me you're sad

& say i'm lucky

but did y0u ever think

that i always was different

that i was the sad 0ne

& you weren't

so don't say i do

because it's not true

the way i acted around y0u

was all a lie..

quit running,

its tiring to be chasing behind.

perhaps i'll just st0p chasing someday

someday when i find i can n0 longer run

& by that time, you'll know

i'd left...

with love ♥ 3:43 PM

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

在你左右还有多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重
握紧的手不愿放松
十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流
我必须要走
要记得
我们的故事真难忘
有太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃
因为有一天缘分会继续
一定会继续

在你左右还有多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重
握紧的手不愿放松
十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流
我必须要走
要记得
我们的故事真难忘
有太多的回忆和希望不管它
有多疯狂我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃
因为有一天缘分会继续
我知道你寂寞一个人
确实好难过思念是一种痛
没有你叫我怎么活身边充满诱惑
不坚定就容易犯错
你是否能看见未来的收获
你愿意在耐心等候我们的故事
真难忘有太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃
因为有一天缘分
会继续让我们一起演完...

with love ♥ 2:08 PM

~~FCUK!~~
& it feels as thous i've got no 0ne there to reach 0ut for.sighs...f0r the first time, i'd feel that i'm stradded in a small island...al0ne. struggling deep down to balance with things. i'd had enough! ii should start living life for myself, n0t for you & n0t f0r anyone but myself. perhaps its time to think selfishly...
Everyone seems to be busy at the moment or having their own problems, who t0 turn to? ii dunno..i turned ard and still find myself al0ne...

what are promises if they're broken
what is l0ve when two hearts ain't near
what is concern when you aren't caring
what is attempt when you're arent even trying
what is accompaniment when you're busy
what is trust when promises are broken
what is happy when you're sad
what is left are all broken pieces of the memory we once had...

with love ♥ 1:11 PM

Saturday, December 1, 2007

hell0s! t0day i went sh0pping at plaza singapura with my m0m. h0hos brought quite al0t & i'm happy! =x i brought shoes, bags, dress and an umbrella! hahas. ah..yes! i brought a bag again! =xx & did i menti0n i also receive a g0ld bag fr0m lan on my birthday and there i am buying bags agn! hahahas t0ld ya i'm a bag flirter lahs =x bags are just s0 irresistable =x
alrights, the umbrella i brought ish fr0m daiso.hehe & i find it niice which is just at a remarkable price 0f $2! hahas s0 my m0m brought it f0r me. After buying me & mummy both ask each 0ther, how c0me we buy this umbrella huhs? HAHAHAS. hilarious alrights! =x but well, the umbrella is niice =x
came across 'couple lab' saw rings & necklaces! its nice alrights! hees. g0nna get it next tiime.heh
after buying, we'd wanted t0 continue shopping but mummy had to rush h0me to co0k dinner! she co0king a feast f0r us! =x crayfish! yum yums
0ur shopping's g0nna continue tmr! yippeee i l0ve shopping lahs esp during the christmas season! discounts everywhere! =x
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After it was h0me! i hitted my head ! didnt realise that my maid opened up the upper do0r of the fridge & i was playing with bravo. the min i stand up pomp*! pain lahs & its still painful now..sighs >.<
t0day is xiao zhu's concert lahs! omg! i wanna g0 see!!~ but well, c0s there's n0 more $168 tix, my m0m dun wanna g0 with me alrd. c0s she say wanna sit d most fr0nt de then can see clearly.l0ls! envy mandy! tel me d sh0w nice 0r not kkk? heeee~ shall st0p here
farewell~

with love ♥ 6:45 PM