Cause you'd mean that much to me

Thursday, January 31, 2008

故事还没开始，一切却已成了空。。。

昨晚，在梦里，看见了你，在梦里的你并没有对我好一些，梦醒时却渐渐的感受到了由胸口传来的痛。好久啊！好久已没有这种感觉了。。。

如果再从来，会不会稍嫌狼狈

Promises are meant t0 be fulfilled, not t0 be broken. If promises are broken, then it shall no longer be defined as promises...
是你太残忍，还是我太认真？
你在为我落下的眼泪心疼吗？
你还会是那个会因为找不到我而对我许下非要找到我的承诺吗？

我想，我和你之间是一场很美丽的谎言。美至，我把它信以为真。
爱情本来就是一场梦，而你曾今给了我最美丽的梦。梦醒了，剩下的只是玲玲碎片的回忆，而这些回忆却不时地提起你对我的好。
记得你叫我忘了吧，记得你叫我忘了吧。在给我两分钟让我把记忆结成冰。
回忆。
甜蜜且残忍

with love ♥ 11:04 AM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Its H0LIDAY! yeaps. t0day is my last day 0f examinati0n & i'm d0ne with it. hohos! isn't it time t0 celebrate? weee!!~ went t0 school as usual this morning, i was like leaning near the side of the door & then there was this fat lady who came into d train and rested her whole body on me, obviously like n0t treating that there was a person behind her, she leaned on me as thou i'm her cushion! like wth? i'm n0t effing invisible okkays! if it was a thin person in fr0nt of me, i can still 勉强 let it pass. However, she was a fat lady can! grumbles* Morever, she's like keep squeezing towards me which made me so pissed. >:S

Anyway after webp paper, ervin, jin, ryan, truman,jun yi, ah fang & me went t0 k box & k pool at town! funn larrs! We played abit 0f pool.Me & ah fang were damn funny playing the pool.ahas At k box,me & ah fang had alcohol! shandy. & it was ewwww. bleahs. i don't really like it as it smells like tiger beer! vomits* but its quite sweet actually.l0ls & i had cherry, errs i forgot what that drink is called. Its nice! surps*

sang l0ts 0f songs! okkays, not al0t actually. cuz i was shy! l0ls. hehs. ervin & jin sang al0t. nice leys their voice! XD ah fang & me then left at ard 6! t0 home. ahas, we were like l0st how t0 get out fr0m kbox, make 0ne big round & came back t0 our room where the guys are still inside, in d end, ryan has t0 lead us out. smart uhs? L0L! & yeahs brought mrs field brownies & it was h0me sweet h0me. :D

am confused
tel me, what should i do t0 avoid hurt?

with love ♥ 7:55 PM

Monday, January 28, 2008

web publishing can seriously drive one crazy. sighs look at all the nice websites around you, its isn't made to be as easy as you see, d codings behind :S hmphs.Anyway, am having d last paper tmr. :D i should be glad, but there's something churning inside my thoughts. how will my results end up t0 be? should i work? wads there t0 do during d long break if i don't work & its time f0r me to face d music. Holidays don't seem attractive t0 me anymore, with all these thoughts in mind shrugs*

Anyway, i've been t0 dyed my hair to ruby brown on sat! l0ls. okkays i know its a yesterday thing. l0ls didnt manage t0 take any pictures of it, cus i reckon that the colour may be too light for my camera t0 capture it. yesh, my hair colour isn't really that obvious until you're standing quite close t0 me. hahas ohwell, i wanna go highlight it again to bring out my colours! probably highlighting purple red on friday :D i'm wasting al0t of money for chinese new year. my clothes, hair, make-ups,nails, heels, watch & everything costs a bomb. just soley on my hair alone, i've alrd spent $300 over & its not done yet with my highlights t0 come! =x But, its all my mom's money. l0ls & she's complaining that she haven't receive her bonus & i'm alrd spending so much 0f her money =x

nahs. i've got a mummy who dotes on me! wheee.& nvm! i can recoup back all these lost from my ang baos. l0ls! okkays & i'm thinking of doing pierce nails, however, my mom commented how am i suppose to scrub my hair with my nails lidat. That's true & mandy suggested using my leg! XD

with love ♥ 10:44 AM

Friday, January 25, 2008

had d sec0nd last paper t0day.JAVA PROGRAMMING.it was okkays i guess :D still passable. As usual, exam starts at 9am t0day ended at 11.10am ahas. hmm kinda of find time is too short for the paper t0day, but luckily i still manage t0 complete it ^^V.
After d paper
went t0 jurong point with ah fang.l0ls. there wasn't anything much t0 shop. so we kept walking rounds around d sh0pping centre.hehs then had mac t0gether with hui fang. ehs the mac staffs were like screaming ab0ut.o.0 then d auntie who served us t0ld us thay are competing, dunno compete wad :S & yeahs. the mac ends up very 热闹. went h0me ard 12 & off i went out again with mandy and yi. :D
Afternoon
went h0me after leaving my bag home & off i g0 again to town. met yii and mandy 2.30pm at choa chu kang int.& they were late! L0Ls. yars but mandy was earlier than yi. yi is slowp0ke! =x l0ls. gossiped as usual, went t0 far east,brought bubble tea and there was like a few people tryin t0 cut our queue.mandy was pissed! l0ls. alrights. have got no return from far east :S sianned, had actually wanted t0 buy slippers. However, i haven decide what type t0 get. so i'll get it next time then. l0ls mandy brought a BOYFRIEND'S SHIRT. which suits her al0t. hehes. yii left at 5 f0r work. so mandy and me continued shopping! hahas, went t0 cine & heeren but there was again no returns T.T

boredded can! n0thing seems to catch my eye except for d slipper t0day. l0ls alrights probably i didnt brought al0ng cash with me. ohwell, is have lahs but i'm lazy t0 withdraw it. =x met lynette, aster and edwin at town t0day. l0ls alrights t0day is the end of my day. hahas. i'm lazy to elaborate much about my trip t0day. tiired. i desparately need sleep @_@

good night.(:

*i want a boyfriend who can bring me t0 nice places and fill my everyday with surprises.A boyfriend who never fails to keep that smile on that day_

A boyfriend that i called l0ve. (:

with love ♥ 7:32 PM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Tuesday, 22 January
Had Maths exam t0day! difficult is 0ne word t0 describe the paper. tsk! ohwell, d0n't wanna talk ab0ut it, just h0pe i'll pass thou =/ went h0me after d paper t0 study f0r netf hehs monot0nous! shrugs*
Wednesday, 23 January
woke up early at 6.30 am t0day just t0 do last minute studying 0f my netf.Had netf paper which als0 t0day. netf paper overall paper is cool. ahas. except that the part which asks us to think of a solution to create a network connection temporary out of cable modem coz the person's router is spoilt. l0ls! & then it was h0me and sleep all the way till 4 smth. zzz monot0nous, again! sighs.

ohwell, my life is indeed super monotonous right now :S can't blame yeahs, lets h0pe my exams will end soon and then i shall play! l0ls. have decide n0t to work and asked my dad t0 give me my allowance as usual. hehs. but i wonder if i'll have a change 0f mind last minute, well i may. if staying at home's too boring f0r me to take it. ahas tmr's the releasing 0f 0's results! wahahas. All the best t0 jia jun, puay keat,zhi hong,ching liang, yun wu, yun lan, pei xuan, nasri. em did i miss anyone out? l0ls. alrights, nvm t0 friends & family who are taking 0's this year! l0ads 0f luck yars? hehes. i'd actually be in the list together with them but! yi, mandy and me didnt know about the registration period! had wanted t0 retake english! l0ls. this year bahs. (:

with love ♥ 6:25 PM

Sunday, January 20, 2008

yi t0ld me not to be lazy bloggin about JAY'S concert. :D alrights, i'm indeed lazy. However, i really did enjoyed myself at JAY'S concert,It was JAY'S birthday that day, so the whole crowd sang him a birthday song. And jay commented that singapore is a special place to celebrate his birthday.geez took quite al0t of photos but i'd find it all blur! cuz jay wasn't near to us. shrugs* wad more can you expect from 138 seats right? its our regret n0t being able t0 purchase the front seats! hmphs. next time yars. definetly, surely, absolutely! l0ls.alrights shall not talk much. photos & videos! geez.

Us cam-wh0ring with the kallang river before entering the indoor stadium. The view there is magnificent!

Entering the concert hall & we have...

Starhub provides us with "I LOVE YOU JAY" green hand tingy which i dunno wad its called ahas. There was a part where the whole crowd took up the green hand and sway along to jay's music! cool luhs. UNITED indeed. hehs

JAY JAY JAY. IRESISTABLE JAY! ahas. his perfomance was way cool & the best part was he seems to know every instrument well, from piano to drum to guitar to chinese instrument and so on. tell me, wad else does not he know? aha! sucha talented person in the music world, no wonder he's called 周董。真是名不虚传啊！geez.

& here is some necklace i brought from the concert, which is als0 the only merchandise i brought for his 2008 concert as all the other merchandise were sold out! T.T sad, had wanted to get alot others. However, its beats better than nothing. The necklace alone cost me $50! well, its all worth it. cus he's JAY! ahas

hmm this is a short video of JAY'S convo with 南拳妈妈。

Another vids that he 自弹自创 on the spot out of his old song 双节棍。creative isn't it? ahas.i've g0t other videos as well. him dancing! However, i'm lazy to load it up as you all know that blogger videos loads super slow. hehs I L0VE JAY!

with love ♥ 8:27 PM

Saturday, January 19, 2008

0NE WORD TO DESCRIBE JAY'S CONCERT: "FABULOUS!"
I'M IN L0VE WITH JAY!

周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！
周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！
周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！
周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！
周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！
周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！
周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！周杰伦！

shall update more later! After yi sent me all the photos & videos of JAY.g0sh. i'm helplessly in l0ve with JAY. wahahahas. d concert's fever isnt 0ver yet. i'm stil reminiscing the high- ness during ytd concert & really the atmosphere was brought t0 the highest by jay's dance's move, his playing 0f instruments, his singing and last 0f all, it was JAY'S BIRTHDAY yesterday! The whole crowd sang a birthday s0ng for him! and jay was touched! touched t0 hab his birthday celebrated here. g0sh. JAY IS SIMPLY IRRESISTABLE~ WEEEEEEEEETS!!~

with love ♥ 12:56 PM

Friday, January 18, 2008

gosh! my PSP is missing! in my own house. how ridiculous can that get?! combed through my whole house this morning and couldn't find it at all wad the hell lahs! >.<>
Suspiscion 2
It may be the doings of my younger brother! taking it to school and causing it to be missing therefore he darent tell me this news! And again, this suspect is logical as it once happened! he took my phone.(SAMSUNG) and took it t0 hide and pretending to join in the search of my phone as well. After a series of interrgorating.he finally took out the phone and return it to me! fun uhs. That incident almost caused me to get scolding!
gosh.i'm effing sad alrights. my PINK PSP. where are you! T.T

am going to jay's concert tonight. well at least that's the thing i've been happy for this week(:

i hope i find my PSP soon. hais

with love ♥ 3:00 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008

had a change of blog song which totally suits my thinking now (:

愛來過來得那麼美

那麼凶歡呼著從我生命狠狠輾過

連遺憾也都不爭氣的珍惜成笑容

愛來過讓我完整過幸福過

怎麼能輕易就放他走我不想解脫

我祇怕錯過我就是要等你回來愛我

我看不開也放不開因為我曾見過愛情真的盛開

Today is d 4th day 0f my study week, & i haven started studying yet :s
totally didnt hab the mood for that especially when so much things are happening. Things are taking its stroll & i don't have much choices, i can only go with the flow & so what if i have all d courage to pursue back what i want. Some things are just meant to be. Once its gone, its gone.. '不是每件事，努力了，就能开花结果。'
Nevertheless, life has to go on. 在适当的时候，再怎么的舍不得，该放的，就让他走吧。勉强是没有幸福的。
说得容易，做的却是非常的难啊！有了感情的东西，难道说放就放吗？
但若真的放开了，我会后悔吗？真的如他所说的会过的更幸福快乐吗？
in a complete dilemma.

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shall talk about some of the happy things bahs. ytd my mom brought d testimo eyeliner which i wanted f0r me. its in purple! shall put it on for jay's concert tmr! hees. am suppose to go bugis with yi today but i couldn't make it.partly cuz of studying & another is cus i dun hab the mood to. sorry yi! next time ok (:
alright. i wanto end here le. study! bye~

with love ♥ 12:15 PM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Bahs. just helped yi to changed her blogskin. its tiring okays! help her change till backache.ahas i'm getting old :O her blog codes are crazy too! ahahs. it seemed to always have error and the pictures will go hay-wired :S

Alrights, today is wednesday & i havent started studying yet :O. i'm lazy lahs! was doing maths and let me see, ah i was doing the same question on computer arithmetic the whole of this morning! l0ls. oh my, same question & i'd meant the same question from 10 till now which is 3.24 on my clock. :S i should really get studying! i dun wanna fail my sems 2 final exam, but can i do it? =/ hais. needa motivation badly! but heys. althou that's only one question but the question involves me to turn decimal to binary, binary to decimal, binary to hexadecimal, hexadecimal to binary. yars i think that's about it. ahas. but its quite fun actually writing 10 10 10 10 10 for binaries! wee loon said that this chapter is made for me cus its always 10 (yi lin) you see. ahas.
ah, shall end my update here. am tired, shall go take a nap and studyyyyy, er i hope i'll be able to study. ahas (:

亲爱的，告诉我这一切都是一场梦。好吗？
这阵子的追逐真得令我好累，好累。。。

with love ♥ 3:19 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

update!

had went f0r rebond today with yii today,yii had treatment for her hair hehes my hair is straight now. weets had wanted t0 try perming for this year, but my hair isn't l0ng enough, theref0re i decide to settle for rebond in d end.l0ls this time rebond doesnt look as flat as my previous year one. Previous year was like all flat can? flat until the shape 0f my head seems to be out 0f shape. hahas this time rebonding is much much nicer with a higher price to pay to0.l0ls & this time, my hair wasn't snap short! l0ls cuz it was snap to real sh0rt in the previous rebond. t0ld d auntie n0t to cut length. she persisted that i have to at least "修一下"

rubbish. in d end its short like -.- which cause me to keep my hair long all over again.>:(

ohwell, its d past & now...

i just finished watching 黑糖玛奇朵。its a great show luhs! i l0ve 王子&鬼鬼！The two of them are just so sweet & cute luhs. 黑糖玛奇朵 changed my view of 棒棒堂&黑涩会妹妹, t0tally love them now can! hehes especially 棒棒堂. weets. Ah, my hols are coming! i shall stay h0me to watch all d taiwan dramas. They totally rock can! how i wish i'm staying there! this way i'll have nice drama t0 watch everyday. hehes & not forgetting d 帅哥 that will be present in d 偶像剧. Give me m0re dramas!

我爱王子！(:

would you like a cup 0f 玛奇朵? wiinks*

oh yeahs. wee loon just sent d class photo through mail. alrights here's the photo!

its al0t but actually its d same. ahas notice all our expression cus our personal tutor dunno how to use d camera well, hahas so tried out a few random shots and that explains for some of our funny action. hahas

with love ♥ 6:55 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008

And again i had a change 0f my blogskin! hehes. am tired 0f the previous skin & i dunno why =/
well, i've finally completed ALL my assignments & yes! i mean all! o0h-la-la~. ahas have been rushing d IWGD assignment till 3 something ytd! tiring okkays! but i'm still enegetic, still dun feel like slping yet. ahas. & wee loon still havent sent me d class photos. >:( so long lars, cus he say he wanto make it exclusive on his bl0g first.l0ls! so he'll be sending me tmr instead, he als0 exclaimed that d photos arent very nice, its average. However, i still want it. hahas

i stayed till 3 in d morning ytd to complete my assignment and i still didnt manage to complete it. so stayed in school as usual and tot i could like finish it in an hour's time or something, but due to my fussiness, i did for ard 4 hrs instead. l0ls hahas had wanted to go rebonding with yi today, but was cancelled cuz i'm tired and i didnt wanto sit there making my hair for 5 hrs, rather i did my work for almost that amount of time in school. ahas

discussed with ervin whether we can hab kbox as our class gathering instead of chalet. hehes cuz i'd find that chalet is kinda hassle, tons of plans need to be taken into consideration.l0ls ah, that's the closing of my assignments, gotta study for exams next and weet- woot- weet i'm gonna be free. see that long long long break waiting for me there? ahas yeaps that's it. my long long break after this busy semester. weee~ alrights, no photos for this post, so its gonna be kinda of boring. i shall update on taiwan after d exams. hohos

bye(:

with love ♥ 9:09 PM

Sunday, January 13, 2008

hell0 back t0 updating. d reas0n as t0 why i aint updating is due t0 wee lo0n!!! cuz he haven't sent me d class phot0s which ii want0 post it 0n my bl0g! but nvm, i shall update on ytd first, class ph0tos ltr bahs. ahas. alrights, ytd went t0 kallang t0 s0rt of celebrate mandy's birthday. went t0 see them play bowling and played basketball at d arcade.l0ls it was supp0se t0 be mandy's game, but anyway we play with her. ahas. then we head 0n to marina, yes marina again t0 have our dinner at sakae. & after that it was h0me. l0ls. sound abit mon0tonus huh? hahas. but anyway it was fun hanging out with them! h0w ii wish our friendship will last! & at d age 0f 21, we shall travel t0gether okiies? l0ls. alrights my next coming up event! JAY'S CONCERTTTTTTTT.omg omg omg, am g0nna go rebond this coming week to0! ahahas. & cny's coming in an0ther em 2-3 weeks? hmm somewhr there. hahas.
ii to0k some photos with yi ytd, but am lazy t0 upload it t0 my c0m! hehes.assignment's n0t completed yet sighs. terrible sia. tsk tsk >:(

with love ♥ 2:37 PM

Monday, January 7, 2008

im lazy!
very lazy indeed..
lazy to upload phot0s into d com and to upload it into phot0bucket.
am lazy t0 update about d trip t0 kallang at '大长今' steamboat t0 celebrate yi's birthday
am very lazy t0 update. l0ls. especially at a time when assignments dateline are drawing nearer & driving me cr-a-zie! finally my programming assignment is up & away today! so i'm left with 2 more assignments t0 go! woots. alrights but these are 2 intesive assignments! g0sh. one's up for wed & i haven complete it yet. another's one up on next mon and mandy's celebrating her birthday this sat. gosh! i dun think i hab the time t0 finish it :S
know what! i tossed & turned in bed last night thinking about how am i suppose t0 complete my assignment. wh0 knew. i manage t0 fall aslp and i awake in d middle 0f the night & vomited! xP arrgh. so gr0ss can. i'm n0t yet t0tally recovered fr0m my st0mach and i started eating oily food. ohwell, serve me right! l0ls
& i've g0t a happy thing to declare! & that is i've g0t no m0re lessons next week! weeee~ study weeks. ahahas its better luhs. i can study at h0me & be away from the distractions outside. (:
alrights shall update till here. wait till im free then update bahs. l0ls i suddenly dun feel like updating on my taiwan trip :S shall see.
bye!

with love ♥ 7:58 PM

Thursday, January 3, 2008

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY HUI YI!

weet- wo0t-weet! you're finally 18! & it means d age when you're qualified to drink, club and watch m18 m0vies & drive? l0ls. congrats girl!

Alrights, gonna be out t0 celebrate with yii tonight. althou i cant hang 0ut with you late. but i h0pe you'll still hab an unforgetable birthday alrights?! l0ve you girl! muacks muacks muacks! okiies mandy u're next to be 18! sadded. im so effing young!! -.-

shall update ltr! :D

with love ♥ 9:17 AM

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR f0r yesterday! its 2008 & im actually sickk on d first day 0f 2008! :S t0day ish 2jan08 but i didnt attend scho0l as im n0t yet recovered. im down with a st0mach flu & d doct0r said that i cann0t touch oily f0od, fried f0od and milk. g0sh its new year & i cant even t0uch all this fo0d! shrugs* ohwell, i dun hab any appetite anyway & d pain fr0m my stomach is killing me. grumbles* & im suppose t0 be out with yii after scho0l today t0 celebrater her birthday with her! but i couldnt make it cuz im n0t yet ok! s0 sorry my giirl! l0ls. tmr bahs, if y0u can aff0rd d time.alrights 0n d 31st dec, i went t0 countdown with my l0vely friends at vivo & its liike superr packed! :S didnt take much phot0s thou. cuz its simply to0 crowded f0r me to take my phone 0ut.. saw darren tan, joakim etc perf0rming l0ls. cool uhs ohs & not forgetting d fireworks!

d firew0rks l0oks tiny! :S

d concert held at viv0

mandy & me!

ohs. & this is BRAVO in his prisoner cl0thes. l0ls my m0m brought it f0r him in taiwan! he lo0ks kinda sad in th0se clothes =/ l0ls.

& again i haven finish editing d ph0tos for my taiwan trip! l0ls. shall update so0n! (:

alrights shall end here. d medicine i ate is making me drowsy. get well so0n to myself.

bye

with love ♥ 10:59 AM