Sunday, February 24, 2008
i'm beginning to accept things...& not because i've conceited defeat,
i just realised that its just senseless to be putting up a struggle & harbouring hateful thoughts,when i could lead my life, better & happier.
cus even if i were to whin, to complain, to even cry my eyes out, or even to the means of hurting myself.
it doesn't actually change anything other than making myself look pathetic. -.-
most of my friends will jolly agree with me on that part :D & i hoped that i'll have the courage to accomplished what i've said; to cast this hate aside & to move on with life.
自由是必须付出代价的，
但你仍然可以在这强制的男人世界里，抱有灵魂的自由，
那就是握紧手中灵魂的锁码，她的男人必将终身追求她，
只有当对方献出真心，花尽力气，才能将灵魂之锁交给他。
Words that enlightened me! :D & the translation is something like:
Freedom comes with a price,
However, you can still retain the freedom of your own soul in this forceful men's world.
And that is to hold the key to your soul tightly & your man will have to spend his entire life searching for this key to pursue your soul.
Only when true heart is offered and all sorts 0f strength has been spent, then passed the key of your soul to him.
err, i guess its something like that. The translations may be abit out, but it simply means:
do not give the key of your heart easily to a guy unless he's true & he'll then be destined to pursue you, to seek for this key of yours if he truely loves you. yars something lidat. :x hahas i agreed t0 the above verse yeahs? hahas to secure your own heart and giving it to the right person is impt! :D
Alright, it seems that i gave it t0 a wrong person. grumbles*
never mind. its a lesson learnt. :)
Anyways, enough about r/s. hahas shall talk about the things t0day. was suppose t0 be out with my pri school friends t0day, but it was cancelled last minute due to time constraint. hahas next time yeahs?! l0ls & we actually had lots of conferencing talking about today, but ohwell. our conferencing were practically all about joking. Laughs* really enjoyed talking with them! 
And most importanlly, despite being in low sprits all the time, i'm especially thankful to all my friends who stood by me! hahas. Regardless, whether its my primary sch frens, secondary sch frens and even my poly friends! they're always there rain or shine! you guys have been giving me advice, support and even feeling unbalanced for me, esp mandy & yi. They've been thru with me AL0T! ohhs & there's buddy, who've been listening and seen thru that pathetic period with me I THANK YOU ALL! i love all my friends can! :D i'll walk out 0f this soon. that's a promise for myself, & promises are there to be fulfilled not to be broken yeahs? aha!
FRIENDS FOREVER! beams*
with love ♥ 10:25 AM