Tuesday, February 19, 2008
i'm damn b0redd-ed -.-
sometimes i don't even know where i'm heading! arghs
seriously, life can't go on like this. i needa job, to stop me from thinking.
to engage in some activities that interests me.
suddenly i ain't having the mood to hang out, neither do i wish to stay at home.
i dunno what i want :S
i'm starting to suspect if i have some mental problems or something, cus i'm just so mentally unstable. :S nvm, i think i'm normal, who doesn't have their ups & down yeahs? Blogging is the only alternative that i can really vent my thoughts on, even thou it doesn't respond back to me..
cus going out seems a hassle while staying at home makes me bored.
i guess its been so long since i have to adapt to life like this when i use to have him 24/7 by me. Boredness never came to me then. My life seems so empty now, like there's something lacking no matter how much i strive to stay happy.
My thoughts drift whenever i'm alone.
& yes, i admit. i'm feeling lonely...
Its just so hard,
so hard to accept that i'm all alone again
you left me crying...
with love ♥ 10:47 PM