Cause you'd mean that much to me

Saturday, March 29, 2008

today was pretty bored too lehs. Luckily, youtube saves the day! hehes was watching JAY's variety shows through youtube. JAY is damn cute lehs. drools & melts* hahas.
Its 2 more weeks to school! hahas school isn't too bad when i know that i'm probably going to be in the same class with my close friends! hehes. Therefore, i do not need to start all over making new friends again! not that i do not like making friends lahs, but i'm a shy girl to start with and that is when you don't know me well in the start! [however, i'm actually a crazy girl lahs! hahas but it takes time f0r me to show my true colours.hiak hiak hiak...hahas!] :x
And thus, it really takes awhile for things to get heated up between me & my friends lahs. And i'm a person who's adamant to the way i lead my life. who i hang out with & who i'm with. In short, i hate changes! :D but, that doesn't mean i'm against making new friends! i'm still friendly alrights! hehes. Friends may be alot. but usually, it always turns out that only a few are truely close yeahs. Fortunately, i've got good friends around me. Be it rain or shine, they're always there.. geez

Talking about friends, i was on the phone with sweetie wei jie last night! hahas my besties since primary 5 lehs! haha to tink about it, we've known each other for nearly 8 years including this year! & we seem to have no lack of topics to talk about even if we haven seen each other for a long long time! Our chats on the phone can go on for hours lahs! Last night topics was even funnier, cus we were talking about opening a cake shop in d future and we slowly chatted about manufaturing singapore flavour cakes!
& so wei jie tot about baking cakes of local food flavour like carrot cake, hokkien mee, durian, satay.... hahahas! Its funny okays! imagine if cakes were to be sold in these flavours! l0l! so i came up with the idea 0f baking cakes in form of the places of interest of singapore, like the esplanade,changi aiport, ferris wheel etc..And then to open this kinda 0f shop in IR to cater to tourists. hahaha! wei jie then exclaimed that it wasn't a bad idea, but to bake cakes according to all these shapes, i'll probably have to use 10 years to master the skills.LMAO true. so i decide to sell them in chocolates. easier i hope? L0L! Anyways, these are just wild dreams lahs, who knows i may really see people who opened up a shop similar to what me & wei jie have discussed? Probably, in a few years later i'll really see this kinda 0f shop & that's gonna be open by US! hahahahas l0ls
or maybe someone else already has that idea..Laughs* :D

Anyways, i really miss that girl! hehes hahas i'm gonna keep myself real busy next week & the gatherings tgt with wei jie, pei xuan, kwan yi, alex, rayson etc... MUST be held! miss all 0f them alot lahs. And there goes for this conversation.
goodbye! hehes

with love ♥ 7:38 PM

Friday, March 28, 2008

i'm so bored.
Like boredness isn't enough t0 kill,my portable harddisk decided t0 die on me just now! zomg spoilt at this kinda 0f time when i'm gonna re- configure my new laptop. MY-0h-MY, where do i back-up all my programs then? Things like Adobe photoshop, photoscape & whatever programs i use t0 edit pictures & not forgetting the songs and my pictures inside. shrugs* And not just that, what will happen t0 the things inside my harddisk?! i hope there's going t0 be cure f0r my harddisk at sim lim. i hope.
Why do things get spoilt at the WRONG time.
pppttttfffff >:@
been having the urge t0 close down my tagboard. hahas. who'll tag anyways? except fr0m mandy & yii lahs. other than that, my tag board is practically DEAD! hahas prolly i'll close it down sooooon. :x Anyways, most 0f my readers are silent reader. haha!
Anyways. let me tell you, its damn bored at home!! gosh. how contradicting can i get lahs? when it's school, school's boreeeed & when it's home, it's boreeeed! lastly, when im outside, i'll find it a waste 0f money & sometimes bored too when you can't find the right thing t0 do! Nothing seems t0 be satisfying me right now. Everything that i do is soooo wrong. grumbles*

MY-oh-MY!

i should learn to see this world from another angle and stop giving complains! who know my world will be prettier this way. And and hand me more dramas pleaseeee. Otherwise, i really cant find any other better thing t0 do :S hahas. tsk tsk Enough 0f ranting. i'm off t0 television & luckily tmr's sat cus i have more things t0 do alrd. :D
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haven't been updating again.
& actually,updating has become as thou a chore to me right now, but i've chosen to update cus its beats better to have a chore than t0 be doing practically nothing! hahas ain't having lots 0f happenings this week.
the only day that i went out was during wednesday & the rest? i was rotting at home. :D However, there were tons of things to be updated on that lovely lovely night! hehes

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watched episode 15 0f 恶作剧2吻。植树 & 湘琴 are always so sweet. hehes its really interesting t0 watch them both lohs. 百看不厌啦！Laughs* had actually planned t0 go out with mandy and yi on the 25th but we were all too lazy, so home was the ultimate place we all stayed. :(
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i decide t0 make sushi for lunch. & yi accompanied me to l0t 1 ntuc t0 purchase the ingredients. The ingredients used t0 make sushi isnt alot lehs. Therefore it isn't a hassle to make sushi. i reckon the difficult part was to spread the rice evenly onto the seaweed, cus too much rice may cause the sushi roll to be very fat lahs. Then it isn't nice at all le. haha its my first attempt in making them & it turns out really nice. :x except that the look 0f it isn't that great. At least, it isn't out of shape and is delicious lehs. geez

HardRock's cafe
went out in the evening tgt with mandy & yi t0 have our dinner. Dinner at HardRock was deli-ciious! The price 0f the food was quite expensive thou but the serving was quite large there & so mandy, yi and me shared fish & chips & some breast chicken with cheese marcaroni. This is the first time i'll eat fish & chips for a western meal, but it was really nice lehs! It's so crunchy on the outside and soft in the inside. perfect dinner! beams*

Clarke quay
headed t0 clarke quay after our dinner. Clarke quay is bea-uu-tifulll at night, so i told yi & mandy this will be our new hang-out place. Most of the well- known clubs are situated there as well, passed by clinic. i'm not sure if its a club or is it just some sort 0f cafe that serves food thou. In anyways, the design of clinic is very cool! hahas.
i don't know how long has clinic been around.say that i'm a mountain- tortise if im t0 know about the existence of clinic only now but i would still like to emphasis on the design 0f clinic! imagine if you were to sit on a wheel chair for meals, having those kind of surgery lights over your head and having seats like as thou you're right in the middle of a ward! hahas
Can you imagine how cooooool is that?

the operating lights i suppose? hahas

had very much wanted t0 go to clubs. However, without events, aged 18 & above are then allowed to be let into clubs. Sadly, its 8 more months t0 my 18th! how sad can that be, its like so near yet so far. shrugs*. passed by the arena, had wanted t0 go in badly especially when its ladies night on wednesday, which means free admission!!! we were wearing too skimply to club thou & my age isn't met >:@

the arena looks v classy lehs. Heard from mandy that arena's the no.1 club in singapore? hahas i don't know about the inside thou.All i know the air- con's very windy from outside. hahahas and it looks real classy from the ouside! :D

& it was cam-whoring near the riverside. i bet those passer-bys might have thought we're crazy lahs. But the view there has been so irresistable that we actually don't mind that we've been taken for lunatics! hahas :x

Clarke quay is a nice place, especially the serenity by the riverside it's good to be near serenity for a while than being in the hustle and bustle at town. Clarke quay isnt too bad either. :D its soothes down one's unstable mood just staring at the magnificient view opposite & its also a good time for emo- ing ;)

i'm actualy sitting v near to the river. enough to jump down if im feeling emo enough!

nahs!

i took alot 0f courage to be taking pictures near the edge, so you think i'll jump? hahahas okay lahs, at least i'm better than mandy. Mandy took a super long time to decide whether to take emo picture like me near the river. haha!

it's the E.A.T or M.Y.L whatever you call it. besties! hahas

i l0ve clarke quay! smiles*

& then, we headed to the i dunno wads the thing called? l0ls some yoyo ride that bounces up high to the sky near the river. yeah! that's the one.

its effing expensive to be up the sky for a mere 5 mins? l0ls. $40 each ride. i'd rather sit on the ferris wheel lahs. But, i also dun dare to sit on this yoyo thing anyway. hahas! so $40 isnt my business anyway. :x

ohhs. it isn't that scary when i'm looking from below lehs. hahahahas but i guess its another story when i'm up there! f0r maximum thrill, sit on the ride with a person who's plumper. the yoyo thing bounces higher. hahas

& there! its the end 0f my lovely lovely night at HardRock and Clarke quay! yi say that she's gonna bring us t0 the mahanttan fish market which is situated at Clarke quay the next time. yeahhhs! i'm so looking forward t0 it. beams*

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again, i made sushi. haha! my second attempt & this time, the look 0f the sushi is much prettier! hahas. but i added too much vinegar which makes it abit sour? o.0 l0ls There's much much room for improvements! hehes.

& i'm done with posting. it has again been a boring day today :(
goodbye!

with love ♥ 11:54 AM

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

updates!

im finally updating. (:
it's been 5 days since i've last updated? hahas, not that i'm lazy! at least not everything 0f it.
have been busy f0r the past few days at karaokes, shoppings and dinner! hahas. i'm busy with things that invovles spending money & therefore i'm damn poor now.Anyways, here's my update for the past 5 days, including t0day & there's tons 0f outdated photos f0r me to upload. lazy lehs! :x

i reckon this may be my longest post? hehes. & that'll make up f0r the 5 days that im not active on blogger. smiles*

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hmm..i've forgotten what i've done on that day! l0ls. ohhs i think i should actually be hanging out with my primary school friends t0 accompany wei jie t0 watch 'sky 0f l0ve' & eventually the gathering was again cancelled due to last minutes crop ups! awww, its been like 12345678 times we've tried planning a primary school gathering since the start 0f this holiday & even until now, we still havent went out f0r even once...yet! :S
& s0 i stayed home watching they kiss again epis0de 14 + its fated t0 love you acted by qia0 en & ethan. hehes. i l0ve taiwan drama lahs., & so i l0ve watching youtube & not the television. :x

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suppose t0 be out celebrating nasri's late birthday t0day. However, due to some crop ups again. The guys didnt manage to go at all, only me, mandy & yi went out, we went t0 PARTY WORLD! like finally uhs. i get t0 sing! have been craving for it for a very long time. smirks*

However, i'm not as enthusiastic t0 sing this time round lehs! probably its been months bef0re i step into karaokes. Looks abit foreign t0 me, at least it'd been foreign f0r me when i even f0rgot how t0 go about controlling the remote control!

but still, holding the mike & turning it on was not at all a chore t0 me. like du-uhh! hahas

& these pictures will mark the end 0f 200308 spent. hahas nice stockings & shoes right? hehes

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suppose t0 be at gold class watching horton & due to some circumstances and partly due to the over-whelming crowd that occupy the gold class cinema. we had a change of our plans. hahas

had steamboat at hotpot culture which is superb! hehes. Before that, met buddy at l0t 1 & brought him to the hotel t0 collect his pay, but! the office wasn't open! & therefore, he wasted his trip. we wasted our trip too! & so we went t0 d h0tel for nothing except f0r seeing one decoration ornament which looks like...

i dunno how t0 describe t0 the exact feel 0f this ornament right here, or would i rather say that its quite inappropriate t0 say the resemblance 0f this ornament straight. it'd been, embarrasing? hahahahas.

to put it simply, think dirty & you'll definetly find some resemblance . i guess? hahahas :x don't think that i'm dirty okays! my friends all feel that the ornament resembles the "ahem" t00! okkays, maybe we're all dirty- minded. Laughs*
Anyways, it was cam-whoring time on the bus on our way t0 marina:

smooooooches.slurps.yi tastes like strawberries XD

mandy.yii.leen!

M.Y.L

nice name uhs? l0l!

marina

had our dinner at marina! There was a fashion show at marina & we saw a gorgouessssss model. gosh, his smile was like zomg! sweet man! saliava drools* hahas.

Anyways, i didnt mange to take a clear picture 0f him, as there were soooo many people blocking me lahs. Somemore, i'm so short lehs.

ppppttttttfffff >:(

him him him!! sadly, its only his sideview! awwww :x

hotpot culture:

food was utterly yummy there! hehes. the best part was the chocolate fondeur!

d steamboat pot! small right? cos its one-to-one. meaning each one of us has got a pot to cook our own food each. cute lehs the pot! hahas.

chocolate fonduer! errr, i hope i spelled it correctly! :x Anyways, its very delicious and is considered the best part 0f the buffet :D

ended our dinner at around 9 plus! :D trained home & that's where the laughter cant stop! l0ls

photos!

l0ts & l0ts 0f them...

part-time hon-nehh. yiyi

part time darh-linng! mandy.

i did try t0 kiss darh-linng mandy too! but sadly...

she isn't too keen on kissing me lehs! hahas see i tried facing her lohs. but she chose t0 face the camera instead! blushed* hahas

our kissing attempt failed! awww.

below are some very upclose unglam pictures!
for the first time,we were laughing out ass off taking these pictures okay right in the middle 0f the train without caring for our image! hahahas

so, this is how we went unglam:

okay lahs. maybe it isn't funny at all here. but its really damn funny when we took it on our phones lehs! & this idea came fr0m me!! hahahahas cus we were thinking 0f new ways t0 picture ourselves. & in the end, out 0f nothing. i took the camera lense real near t0 my face and snap it. :x its kinda 0f fugly to take pictures when your faces are like so huge but its actually quite funny lahs. Can feel free t0 try it at home when you're bored :x

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went hubbing with mummy at AMK hub t0day! hahas. brought shorts & necklace! hehes. shall take pictures 0f them the next time! i picked the necklace f0r a long long time with moummy bef0re i made a decision lehs. hahas. Actually it isn't me picking. its my mommy. yeahs! i trust my mommy's taste al0t! cus she's the coolest mommy ever! i'm so glad t0 have her as my mother.beams*

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hetic was d word t0 describe t0day! hahas had my 4th dancing lesson, & after lesson it was t0 cindy's wedding buffet. & the 4 inches killer heels that i wore f0r the day was killing me. i kept looking f0r chairs, chairs & chairs t0 sit on the day shrugs*
& as usual, it was cam-whoring session. ahh, yes, we l0ve ourselves too much & that speaks f0r the reason t0 cam-whore! hahahas :x

f0cus not on me.

again, focus not on me. hahas this was not planned! mandy just got into my photos and started posing her funny pose when i'm trying t0 zi- lian in front & ohhs, these 2 photos are taken in the dance studio ;)

And 0f course, me & yi then went t0 the toilet t0 change into something formal after our dance practise & yi sort 0f helped me clipped my hair into something lidat. hehes

This was taken t0gether with the bride! :D me, yi,cindy & bridget. hehes

us with yusof's baby girl! she's a very cute little girl lahs! & being only 2, her actions are soooo not like at the age 0f 2 & she's very friendly. wave t0 her & she'll wave t0 you back with that little small hands 0f her! ;) yusof charges us $5 per photo taken with her baby girl. hahas! but 0f course, we didnt pay lahs. hehes

ah seng & guo zhen. hehes chatted f0r a long long time with all 0f these hotel friends. hahas & t0 realise that my conversations with them were stuffs about marriage and giving births! lmao. hahas its made me feel mature t0 be talking about these issues, cus well, i nvr do talk about future plans tgt with my own cliques. hahas & anyways, its nice t0 hear how other people go about planning f0r their future life and so i went along talking about how i want my wedding t0 be. & ah seng exclamied that it should be his wedding first before mine! hahas. okok i shall wait f0r his good news then. :D

talked about clubs too! hahas As they're all over 20 and some on the phrases 0f being daddy and mummy or even some have alrd become daddy & mummy talked about their clubs experiences. little did i know,that i knew so little which appears that im sucha a young girl that haven yet t0 see more 0f this world hahas! i'm still living in my protected lala- land which i don't wanto get out. :x cus its actually hard t0 maintain a family & to build up your career in the reality world. i'm also reluctant t0 rely on my husband in the future which i think i should work hard for myself, cus nothing's guaranteed. you may be happy this moment and the next moment you'll not be. geez, this has been one valuable lesson learnt from my previous relationship.Therefore im sceptical towards starting a family fast. hehes

yi talked t0 me about pre-martial sex too. hahas & i'm a person who totally don't agree with the sort 0f behaviour cos i'm more old- fashioned yeahs. hahas yii exclaimed what if its a moment 0f rashness. ohwell, i guess that will depend on how determined and the way you set your mentality towards that issue. hahas but the best way is t0 have if after marriage lahs. its a way of protecting ourselves! especially for girls. speaking is al0t easier than done anyways but its actually better t0 protect and contain ur ahem as possible! :D

Anyways, its dinner after that! went t0 nebo at AMK hub with yi and had our late dinner at around 8.30! :D

my yummilicious chocolate waffle! I was alrd damn full after finishing my waffles :s

so, i didnt mange t0 finish my fries. tsk tsk wasteful!

yi's potato wedges & my cheese fries. hahas this was a light dinner lahs cus we're alrd half- filled from the wedding buffet earlier on. And then it was home! hahas reached home at about 10 & 0ff i went to bed at ard 11. its early i know, but i was really tired yesterday & i wonder why? prolly, it was all the rushing here & there in addition 0f the killer heels that i'm wearing that are making me weary.

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t0day's resting day at h0me! been going out lately & all that have been making me feel so tired. so i practically slept throught today & i'm still feeling sleepy now. :x prolly will be sleeping early again. hehes
Alrights, i'm done with my 5 days posting in a long post! hahas. took me freaking 6 hours t0 post everything up which includes the editing 0f the pictures. grumbles* ohhs not forgetting this! i'd freaking want a boyfriend like this lahs! copied fr0m friendster. hahas

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]

When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she still looks amazing ]

When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on the cheek. ]

When she's scared
[assure her you're not goin to leave her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold her hand ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ bump her back and make her laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

WHEN YOU BREAK HER HEART
[ THE PAIN NEVER REALLY GOES AWAY ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]

Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you:

Call her at 12:00am on her birthdayto tell her you love her

Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

Tease her and let her tease you back.

Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

Give her the world.

Let her wear your clothes.

When she's bored and sad, hang outwith her.

Let her know she's important.

Kiss her in the pouring rain.

When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

& all that results t0 A TRUE BOYFRIEND ;)

with love ♥ 12:34 PM