Cause you'd mean that much to me

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

my blog is collecting dust alrd! hahas. Actually, i did wanto update lo. but time doesnt allow thou.
i've been really busy in school these days! hahas. with tons of assignment to be rushed which will mostly be due on week 6 & 7! which means, i have approximately 3 weeks plus to complete them
-.-
Anyways, im still gonna update. hahas
30/04/08 was a fun & turnoff day. hahas

fun:
hanged out with mandy and yi after so long. and to MOS this time. hahas! school ended at 12 ytd, so went home prepared and headed to mandy's house with the choosing of clothes for her. she's damn choosy lohs, this cannot that cannot. :x hahas! at last, she finally settled down with something. hehes. suppose to be at clarke quay by 7, but due to the time used to pick mandy's outfit. we were late, urber late. only mangaed to leave her house at about 8.
& by the time we reached MOS, it was alrd flooded. -.- hahas ohhs met ah fang and ervin over there too.
The flood was so damn long. oops i mean the queue, had wanted to head to zouk instead but i'm UNDERAGE. diiaos. its another 6 more months to my 18th & so i cant get in. Left with no choice, we decide to join in the queue.

TURN0FF:
this part continues from the queue. okkays, so hui fang, ervin, yi, mandy and i started queuing ard 8 smth until near 10, the person- in- charge of the event came outside to tell us, that club rule had changed due to the overwhelming crowd! Initially, club rules was setted for aged 16 & above. ahh, then i became like 0.0
ahh, hack, i decide to queue for the sake of queuing. cus i wanted to try my luck.
BUT THAT WAS SOO DAMN WRONG!
when its ours turn to get in, i'm the only one amongst my friends to get rejected! !@#!#!#
!@#!#!#. i'll never forget the bouncer's dao face lohs! tsk. hahahas & anyways, fang, erv, mandy & yi went ahead inside lahhs. so i'm the only one stuck outside can!
hong came to pei me and tried getting me into the club. thks for ur effort yeahhs? sorry for making u feel pissed too :x hehs.
saw lq & wen ping outside MOS too. hehs so pathetic hohs. people go in come out alrd, i was outside queuing. Then friends who queued with me previously went in alrd, i still outside waiting. diaooooos lo! hahas. And hello, it was suppose to my school event, hahahas!! become mandy and yi can get in. i cant!! awww. but nvm, at least they did get to go in... hehes
Anyways, was damn pissed when i couldnt get in. and so, i decide to go home! hahas mandy came out to accompany me home ltr which is so nice of her hoh? hahahas. yeahhs
& to vent my pissed mood.
i
zi-liannnnn!
haha!
;D
with mandy also. l0ves*

i became much much happier after zi-lianing. :x hehes.

26/4/08.27/4/08

ehhs. stayed home practically on the 26th.

had dance lesson on the 27th. booked place for dance MTV mix which we're gonna pay the fees next week.

caught dance of the dragon at westmall and had done colourful extensions with the help of yi at my house thereafter.

notice that i've summarise everything. i'm too lazy lehs. hahahas!! i actually had some pictures of practical of flash which i've like to post it up. but i'm too tired!! got a ppt to rush which is due tmr!!

sorry to end the post abruptly. hehes

shall update as soon as possible. ciaos! ;D

with love ♥ 11:45 AM

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

TAG BOARD IS CURRENTLY UNDER RENOVATION! TEEHEE.. L0LS WATCH OUT FOR THE NXT CHANGE PPL! ;D

with love ♥ 9:25 PM

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

school's as usual f0r the past few days.

Making friends.
Having fun.
And to stay awake during boring lectures, tutorials & practicals [ which i often failed t0 pay much attention in lessons, rather to chit-chat my lesson away :x ]
i've been attending lessons dutifully for 1 week plus, but it seems as thought i havent gained anything out of it. My body's inside the class, and apprently not my soul nor my brain!
ahh. i've got to focus! And i cannot dream in class anymore!! :x hahas. i need some motivation to push me.. if not, i'll forever retard there :s
School's fun with friends, but it isnt fun to have assignments and quizzes pilling up. T.T i'm soon gonna be flooded with the heavy assignments! Some of my friends who took a look at my timetable says that its scary.Okkays, my timetable's scary enough alrd. i reckon it'll be even scarier with the inclusion of assisgnments! ><
Till then, i'll have no life drowning myself into assignments & more assignments. great! what a "wonderful" life will that be! L0Ls.
CCA. i almost forgot about CCA. yeahhs i'll be joining a CCA sooon. not sure what t0 join thou but i alrd have some choices in mind. Probably, i can consider joining yoga, cus it seems to have the effect of soothing complicated minds. hahas!! i need to relax my mind from now, to better prepare the complexity when it comes to assignments! awww.
GEM.
gems work are also pilling. 哭笑不得*
whats to make it worse, i not only got 1 but 2 gems to handle this sems. And therefore, imagine the amt of workload i have to shoulder this sems. T.T by then, i'd probably become mad @.@ hahas.. ee-yeapps not that exaggerating lahs.

oooo. my blog has become a place for my rantings and no longer for my zi-lian pictures! And as you can see, my posts lately had been picture-less posts! ahh, i bet you do miss my pictures a little tweeny bit right? :x hees kidding!!
school's been damn busy and that explains the lack of time to zi lian. zi- lian also cant do it in school lahs! so weird right? hahas. haven't been meeting mandy & yi much after school re-opens! And i miss them damn lots! teehee.
ahh had actually planned to go to the lollipop at MOS with them on friday. but..but... there's seems to be an admission problem for non-sp students. Arghs. it seems like im outta fate with clubbings lately. Firstly, its age and then now people...
Friday's suppose to be my outings with the 2 lovelies lohs!
nvm, if they cant get into MOS. i shall not too.. hahas so i'll have to pray that it'll be smooth, if not, i hope there'll actually be clubs which are able to accept us on the night. yeahhs hopefully.
:x

i'm tired alrd lahs. hahas
seriously, if a fairy came to ask me what kind of powers would i like for now. i'd like some powers that could actually make me finish my assignments faster or some power that could make my assignments and lecturers disappear. school too! LMAO hahahas. kidding ahs.
ohwell, lets face reality.
jia you bahhs!
That's all folk! shall update when i can afford the time to. shall we wait till the day to reunite
lalas poofs*

with love ♥ 3:56 PM

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Tell me now, how can dancing be so so cool! woots. hahas! danced my day t0day again at anj creative danceworld's open house. And finally, i've got to settled f0r 2 dances which i would very much like t0 learn!

booty exotic
As quoted fr0m anj website:
A fusion of Hip Hop and Exotic dance. You'll be shaking your booty to juicy Hip Hop beats as well as learning how to walk and move sensually with the best instrument - Your Body! Class includes dancing with props such as jacket, scarves and ties.

dance MTV mix.
As quoted fr0m anj website:
This 'MTV' generation style of dance is a combination of Hip Hop, Funk, Street Jazz, etc... Learn the trendy and innovative shakes and moves of this dance and be the next 'in' thing!

hahas.the synopsis 0f both dances are almost the same isnt it? yeahhs! that's the kind 0f dance i'm interested in! i'm very much interested in fast tempo dance, althou i'm a rythmn-idiot -.- hehes. shocked t0 know that my rythmn actually sucks when i was in cca like the choir, dance and even plays the piano? hahahas!! even till now, my piano teacher says that im not a rythmnic person. i just cant feel the beat 0f the music. :( so i'm hoping, these dances will help me learn t0 regain my sense 0f rythmn! ahas.

Tried new dances like breakdance and salsa. it was really a brand new experience hahas! Breakdance is really cool but i cant keep up lahs! hahas its hard to learn the basics like some floor movements. :x salsa. hmmm i'm like cmi for this dance althou the steps look easy. h0h0s. i'm starting t0 wonder if i'm really cut out for dancing? err, nvm!! i shall train until i'm certified enough!!

ohhs, did i mention that i'm suffering from muscle ache today!! hahas. i cant bend my knees! And whenever i've got to climb the stairs today, i'll climb really slowly. like ah ma liaos! hahahas. dancing has been really cool!! ahas. i l0ve l0ve l0ve dancing!! and singing! :x

with love ♥ 9:06 PM

Saturday, April 19, 2008

IT HAS BEEN TIIRING & FUN DAY.

hahas. The open house f0r anj danceworld was fun lahs! but very tiring. i danced f0r like 6 hrs straight with few breaks in between & now my bones are breaking! l0ls i barely have enough brain juice t0 think about what t0 blog! hahas

Tried different genres 0f dance today like:

merengue - some club dance yahhs. hmm the dance in which most 妇女dance in community centers! hahas this dance is very fun i tell you! hahas especially the changing 0f partners part. hahas! i acted as the guy in this dance, so the 0ther girls will go round and change their guy partner while the guy will stay [ i will stay] so yeahhs, i danced with all the 妇女 cuz, i didnt wanto dance with the uncles :x yi did thou. hahas!
street jazz- when i first saw this name 0f the dance, i'd thought that this will be some kind 0f a waltz dance, but i was so damn wrong! L0Ls cus its a super fast dance! hahas something quite like hip hop. FUN! The instructor is also a handsome young man lehs. hahahas! :x
Dancercise- instrutor's is street jazz instructor besties ever, ah yes, that's what the street jazz instructor clamined! hahas. Anyways, this is also a fun- filled energetic dance! the instructor's veryyy funnnnnnayyy! hahahas
Last but not least, hip hop! hahas i must admit, i don't really like this dance thou. Althou this has been the dance i've been looking forward t0 the whole day! but to think 0f it, its kinda 0f disappointing :( yeahhs. i'm a slow learner. too fast a beat may be too hard f0r me t0 cope. hahas!

That sums up the dance! hahas. tmr will be another dancing day lahs. its so damn tiring but soooo fun! hahas. :x i shall not squeeze any more 0f my brain juice. i've enjoyed my day t0day! hehes. And i think throught the vigourous dancing today, i should have shed lots 0f weight. err, hopefully! teehee

& t0 yi, cheer up yeahhs!! hahas don't know if you're just putting on a brave front or what lahs. But! girl, dont be sad yeahhs, no matter what happen. i'll always be ard!! hees. :D

with love ♥ 8:30 PM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

edited:oops i just realised that this has been a wordy l0ng post with no pictures attached.However, i would still like you to read it! hehes. ENJOY! may i present you my essay! tweets.

SCH00L'S FUN!

WITH FRIENDS.

& LAUGHTERS

BUT

BUT ITS TIRING.. L0Ls

Bef0re that, it has been about a week since i bl0g isn't it? And what reason do i have for myself this time? uhs uhs, busy aint the word. "interest-less" is the one.hahas! However, there's no such word as "interest-less" in the dictionary, this is something i've come up with t0 refer to the lack 0f interest towards blogging now!

Several times, i've tried to enter anything onto this blank spaces where the post is suppose to go t0.
& in the end, i'll still save the half-done post. hahas.
i've got tons 0f things to talk about actually, somehow, i just didnt know how to convey everything out. Things i wrote previously were deleted times after times after some reading thru.
it sounds as thou, i'm a writer :x hahas

i've got both rantings & praises t0 do...
shall start with rantings & ends the post with praises! ahas. good idea isn't it? teehee.
no.1
As you can see, school's alrd started f0r a week! This week, i must say was filled with too much 0f bored-ness during lectures, tutorials and practicals! hahas. i almost doze 0ff listening t0 lessons. Lessons this semester are all on programming languages and server- based like: JAVA, SQL, HTML & FLASH
:O
PLUS, a combination 0f them all t0 create a programme. shrugs*
Assignments are also coming up real fast. T0 roll off, its DSAL assignment, again t0 create a java programme. However, i'm happy t0 announce i'm in the same assignment group as my shifu!! hahas
yiippeee! there'll be ppl t0 guide me along the way. h0h0s!

no.2
PERVERTS. zomg. i hate t0 bring this incident up, cuz that's just s0 boohoo! INFURIATING.
why cant old men go look for someone their age. i'm so gonna take up self-defence lesson t0 protect myself and get those pervetic filthy hands 0f theirs.. off me!
yi complained her experience t0 me too, she commented on yun lan's incident with the perverts too where there was one old man who pretended to touch her butt out of an "accident" . yeahhs! if there were so much accidents, then how come i never do have such an conincidence incidents that i'll land my hand onto other guy's not anywhere but butt!! :S

no.3
morning crowds are scary! :O
i almost got knocked down by this overwhelming crowds that came rushing out of the mrt the minute the door open.And to get squeezed by people who tried t0 squeeze in despite the FULL train. And poor me got squashed like a ham in between hamburgers. And i especially hate t0 board train like this cus this gives perverts most advantages -.-
But no choice then, i'm always late and have to get in crowded trains like this :x
hehes
i should pretty well get a boyfriend who can drive me t0 school and get me away from the crowd! :x

no.4
by this point 0f time, i'm getting more & more "interest-less" t0 blog the remaining happenings. hehes ohwell, still...
i'm having ugly feets!
with little cuts here & there caused by my shoes :(
& that made me realised how shitty all my shoes have been! These little cuts added up tgt becomes one BIG cut alrights! so dont underestimate them and its hell painful when water run through them!
>:@
I tink i should actually get myself flat shoes or slippers but then again, i l0ve heels lehs. so everytime i choose to get sometime which is nice but not comfortable instead of the comfortable but not very nice ones :X And i call this :爱美不要命！
but ahahas,actually i want my life more. :x
i had actually planned to take down the different cuts on my feets. but, im sparing the gross-ness for readers who eats while reading my posts
Thoughtful isn't it? :x hahas

Despite all the rantings, i must say i'm very happy in school! hahas it's great to be hanging with class 2B22! althou, our class is only left with 9 people, but they are very fun people! hahas

9 people and that means we will get together for lunch and gossips! seriously, i didnt know that the guys in our class has got so much t0 talk about. And of cos, topics on 美女 was included!
cant blame, they're normal guys right? hahaha! And so, me and ah fang joined in the 美女- huntings tgt with rentro and ryan. XD
& there were like many 0ther issues we talked about, even 变态 ones. :x

i l0ved gossiping with ah fang too! hahas
we've got like endless things t0 talk about. Here & there, both 0f us became the noisiest in the class! hehes so the guys say we must not be tgt if not there'll be no peace. But, 偏偏 we l0ve each other too much to be separated :x
And tgt, we're the 乌云 0f rentro and ryan who constantly loves to block their view 0f 美女. XD

i'm so glad i'm in dit 2B22! l0vesss. :D

ohhs i got t0 know new friends too! hahas. they're niceeee & friendly. teehees.
And t0 be on the more emotional side, i've turn t0 realise that i've actually missed out so much on all these nice people ard me for a year! ahas. Life back then revolves ard him and left me with not much time in bonding with these special people! hahas
yeapps eileen is awake & now know who truly treats me well.. people who are close and had chatted with me will know! i'm contented, very much contented f0r the time- being...

with love ♥ 3:21 PM

Monday, April 14, 2008

HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING!
in another 12.5 hrs starting from 8.30pm as tmr's lesson starts at 9 a.m. awww, i wonder if going to school is a sad thing or a thing to rejoice for. Frankly speaking, i'm kinda sad saying goodbye to my long holiday & to meet school in another 12.5 hrs. 0n the other hand, i'm damn happy that i'll be meeting my friends again and t0 know new classmates! hahas it's kind of contradicting, i must say. However contradicting it may be, the ulitimate place i'll end up in will be school, in class 2B22. :D & i hope tmr will be a great day. prays*

THE LONG HOLIDAYS..
i've l0st & gain in this holiday.people come & go and those true ones stayed.Should i refer that as a part 0f growing up? i reckon... new people establishing new relationships while there are people who have to face separation & heal their wound which i'd like to admit that i've fallen under this category. :) i guess that being out 0f l0ve isnt something disgraceful isn't it? 0n the other hand. A broken heart has made me stronger... Everything came to an end at the start of this holiday just when i tot that this long holiday will be a chance to pull our r/s even closer... Everything ended abruptly.
you left me, just when i needed you the most...

you made me grow and accept reality in the harshest way. i'll never forget the day you left me stranded alone with all those memories that we once had. & i swore, i thought i'll nvr be able to walk out of your shadows then...every night was an endless one.
The amount of self- control i have to assert myself into breaking down anytime was so tedious. i put on a protective armour round my broken heart in hope to disguise the broken parts, to show people that my heart retains it usual self. Life back then was as thou living in pain and tears..
i'm blessed.
& because, a struggle was not that necessary even before i raised up the white flag and surrender to salvage this r/s or to even walk out of your shadows.
Irony part was, i do not even hate you. And sincerely, i will still regard you as a friend if you do too or even if you do not.
my MOM gave me the greatest encouragement. yi, mandy & buddy played a big part too and i'm really touched at how my friends gave their support towards me. i'm thankful that a broken r/s led me to see the far most wonderful people that i have around me.. Love is not everything, however it completes us.. the story of happily ever after doesn't happen to me...yet.However, i still believe in them. And i hope.. i wont stop beliving in them.. :D

P.S Eileen.. jia you lahhs! it's towards your new chapter 0f life. :DD

with love ♥ 11:00 AM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

bugis.vivocity.clarke quay
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bugis-ed with mandy & yi.
Hong then KFC-ed with us for dinner. Like mandy, i'm happy that i met him tgt with the others. Mandy's happy t0 meet him & i'm happy to meet HIM too. Noticed the difference between the him? obviously, its a different him...teehees! XD
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vivocity-ed with mandy, yi & hong. Ate toast-b0x + cheese cake f0r lunch. Mandy & i shared the breads! My favourites 0f all is the pork floss toasts! yum. slurps* Mandy's favourite was the hebi hiam flavour, i don't really like that flavour one thou,cus i dislike hebi hiam! Pork floss suits my taste better :x hees

GOLD CLASS.
all that glitters is GOLD CLASS.
yeapps! After lunch, we headed t0 gold class & caught the other boleyn girl. The show was something 0f a historical plot. It was alright but some of the plots were quite boring in the middle and i nearly dozed off. :x
the seats in gold class were as thou beds and they even provided blankets so its inevitable that i nearly slept sitting on that comfy chairs :x And now, you may ask how come we'll choose to go to gold class which costs $30 for each tix when we can simply watch the same show at about $9 isn't it? All thanks to gary & mandy who gaves us the pleasure 0f watching at GOLD CLASS without having to pay. hees
pictures:

Look at the smile on my face & you'll know how comfortable i am sitting on that couch- like seat. :x
Clarke quay.
dinner at the manhattan fish market.
superb! hahas i shall not elaborate more on this part. scroll down for the pictures! teehee.

seafood platter f0r 2, f0r mandy and i: The prawns are my favourite follow by the fish & chips. drools*

L0 & BEHOLD.

l0ts 0f cam-whoring pictures below. And i especially liked the pictures that me, mandy & yi tried acting sexy & model- liked at the bridge at CLARKE QUAY. MY! i wonder what was going through our mind at that time! hahahas but its a new experience and a very wild and crazy one! Credits t0 hong, our photographer! some were actually quite artistically taken. beams* :x

do we look like some small girls trying t0 act mature? hmmms But we aint very young alrd! we're 18 this year.. okays i'm 17 plus :x hahas But i'm not saying 18 is very big! However, its big enough to be called LADIES!

yes sir, we're LADIES :D

the funny non- sexy post
.

FAILED!

AHH, was mandy & my expression even sexy? uhs FAILED! but yi passed! hehes

yii.. where were u looking at? Mandy is cuteeee but not sexy hahahas!

photos below are muchh l0ved. hehes

And i shall end this post with a zi-lian picture 0f myself! ahahas. I L0VE M.Y.L! HEES

with love ♥ 5:06 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008

wonderful song composed by JAY for the 2008 beijing olympics!! woots! it's damn nicee lahs. promises* hehes i hope his song get selected as the official 2008 beijing olympics song! go JAY!! :D

「千山萬水」
曲：周杰倫
詞：方文山
千山萬水無數黑夜
等一輪明月夢的邊陲
風吹不滅
從不感疲憊東方無愧
第一是誰
讓我們追求完美我態度堅決
面朝北
平地一聲雷做好準備
這一回
起跑後絕不撤退痛快一起
努力的感覺
我們擁有同樣的機會
Wo~夢想挾帶眼淚
鹹鹹的汗水你我同個世界
愛從中穿越夢與希望在飛
我向前去追有目標就不累
等着我超越
Rap：“千山萬水無數黑夜
等一輪明月夢的邊陲
風吹不滅
從不感疲憊東方無愧
第一是誰
讓我們追求完美我態度堅決
面朝北平地一聲雷
”東方無愧第一是誰讓我們追求
完美我態度堅決面朝北
平地一聲雷做好準備
這一回
起跑後絕不撤退痛快一起
努力
的感覺我們擁有同樣的機會
Wo~夢想挾帶眼淚
鹹鹹的汗水
你我同個世界
愛從中穿越
夢與希望在飛
我向前去追
有目標就不累
等着我超越夢想
挾帶眼淚
鹹鹹的汗水
你我同個世界
愛從中穿越
夢與希望在飛
我向前去追
有目標就不累
等着我超越
遠遠拋開一切
過千山萬水

with love ♥ 11:06 AM

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Had a change 0f Layout & song! It's a combination 0f serenity and beauty. :D
'kiss the rain by yiruma.
its really a wonderfully enchanted piece... :)

I often close my eyes

and I can see you smile

you reach out for my hand

and I'm woken from my dream

although your heart is mine

its hollow inside

I never had your love

and I never will

and every night I lie awake

thinking maybe you love me

like I've always loved you

but how can you love me

like I loved you when

you can't even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way

to be so in love

to have someone there

yet feel so alone

aren't you supposed to be

the one to wipe my tears

the one to say that you'd never leave

the waters calm and still

my reflection is there

I see you holding me

but then you disappear

all that is left of you

Is a memory

on that only,exists in my dreams

I don't know what hurts you

but I can feel it too

and it just hurst so much

to know that i can't do a thing

and deep down in my heart

somehow i just know

that no matter what

I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

so why am I still here in the rain...

with love ♥ 5:00 AM

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

o0o0o. cropped myself in the study room for the whole 0f today watching youtube! except for the few hours i took to have a nap in my room. hahas youtube's a good source of entertainment, information etc... especially when you have got nothing to do, there's no good shows being broadcast on tvs, not a gamer. youtube provides an alternative! & yeaps, that's what i've been doing today. watched heaps of videos on youtube.
To get today videos rolling, i started off watching 'they kiss again, the swan princess [ ee-yeapps. i l0ve indulging into fairytales :x], some tutorials on applying beautiful make-ups, followed by the grand finale of america's best dance crew. hahas!

The tutorials to applying good make-ups had been useful! hahas most of all, i loved the effect of having smokey make-ups and of course..natural ones! geez. i'm so gonna get more brushes for my eyes! hahas. fat ones, thin ones.. And to experiment it on my own at home, which is going to be the nicest make- ups on me. hehs. i'm addicted to make- ups! :O And i cant imagine myself getting outta of my house without my make-ups on. err except when i'm like downstairs or at lot 1, i can still skip that part yahs l0l. Anyways, excessive make-ups aren't good for your skin either and therefore natural is still good! :D
On the other hand, if make-ups are getting addictive, we should bring it to the lowest thou. hahas! :D
Despite of this make-ups craze in me right now, there are still certain things which i dislike to put now! like mascara, foundations and lip gloss/sticks. cus, they's so much of a hassle to put or remove :( hahas eyeliner's my fav! yeahhs! L0Ls
shall cut my babbling on make- ups and turn the attention to foooood! zomg, i'm so craving for toasts right now. And probably, i'll only get to eat it on thurday! cus it's my day out tgt with my busy friends who apparently doesn't have the time for me now...
& that speaks why i'm stucked up at home watching youtube! awww, nvm.. youtube's very entertaining too! hahas
Alrights, i'm going into youtube again. & this time, it shall be hairdo's tutorials! smugs*
goodbye. nights people! teehee..

with love ♥ 8:41 PM

Monday, April 7, 2008

i'm craving for toasts, baked-rice & SIMS 0.o

with love ♥ 9:48 PM

Sunday, April 6, 2008

2/4/08
ahhs. today is one day i've made a big decision. to close my PIERCING, after 1 year plus. hahas! Probably its been nothing, but its a difficult choice to make. cus i'm afraid to go through another painful piercing experience and partly, my piercing has got a special meaning to me. Probably, it has been much more of a special meaning to me rather than i'm afraid of going through the painful experience! i've told my friends that this piercing has been with me for approximately how long ~~he's~~ been with me.& you may ask, why special? cus he was the one who accompanied & stood by me to finish this piercing, giving me the encouragement to have piercing :D

And once i told buddy, the piercing of my ears resembles my own r/s. I struggled to keep this piercing with me despite all the constant infection & everything to exchange for a day of wearing nice earrings, but the more i struggled to retain it, there'll definetly be more infections in the future despite the short-lived infections- free days. As thou, it reflects back on my own r/s, the harder i grasp, the harder i fought to maintain it. It still went off eventually.

'What is yours will eventually meant to be yours.

The r/s i had before doesn't belong to me & neither does this time's piercing. hahas Anyways, its feels good to let go of something that it isn't yours and let the thing be free. At least, all that strugglings will be free. :D Although, it may feel abit unbearable. hahas zomg, what am i babbling about all these handstand. but that doesn't mean i wont do piercing again! hahas.& this time piercing is gonna have a different meaning, its no longer for him but for the sake of beauty :x

'no pain no gain

let's just treat that the closing of this piercing marks the end of me & him... hahas it'll really be time to COMPLETELY forget.. :D

3/4/08. 4/4/08

These are the 2 outings day tgt with mandy & yi. hees however, i'm lazy to elaborate! l0ls. Anyways, its just the normal day- out having l0ts of fun and spending money.Therefore, a short one will do..

bugis with yi:

brought a boyfriend's shirt.

went to yi's house tgt with mandy:

made sushi, jelly, chocolate fonduer adn cheese macaroni for our own dinner.

pictures will make up for the above. :D

The candles are there for the chocolate fondeur! hees

5/4/08
outings with wei jie, xuan, alex & jun hu. it was fun fun fun! But the weather isn't that good on that day thou. its either very sunny or its raining cats & dogs and our mood were sort of dampened by the ever-changing weather :S
Anyways, we started off by having some korean cuisine at far east plaza! yum yum it's a new experience! i've been to korea before but it's the first time i'm eating those dishes at the restuarant. not bad, i say..Laughs*
had lots of fun talks over the lunch. ohhs & there was this ghost- talkings which is freaky. And along the way there was this babbling funny alex buddy! hahas. he never fails to bring laughter lahs. he's damn funny with his actions and jokes, always. L0L
alex left early due to family issues afterwards & so xuan, jie, jun hu & me decide to continue walking around in far east & paragon

far east:
we went to a frachise shop of xiiao zhu called the STAGE. its quite empty inside thou, probably not yet totally done up! hahas but the T- shirts there are gorgeous with its bling bling! And its comes with a heavy price too! costly at ard 200 plus for each T- shirts! :O but nvm, the t- shirts are for guys.. hahas it wont be 0f use for me :x
Paragon:
paragon! now you may ask why go to paragon when the things are all super expensive inside right? l0ls. That's excatly what xuan, jie and me thought. Paragon isn't a place for us, however, its a place for jun hu! L0Ls the things inside aren't at all expensive at all to him lahs. he's a frequent shopper to paragon. gosh, The things inside paragon are ok to buy once- a- while but NOT frequently if you aren't so- rich. haha!
its the fashion festival & so there were fashion show inside paragon. the models were damn tall and gorgeous lahs! hahas envys* [ cus i know i'll nvr be like them :( ] ohwell, i'm still happy being myself! hahas.
0n the way home:
it was raining cats & dogs by then. Luckily, xuan and jie brought umbrellas so that we could made it home without being under the rain. The irony thing was despite under the umbrella, jun hu and xuan still got utterly drenched! :x hahas. probably xuan's umbrella is too small for the two of them. On the other hand, me and wei jie fitted perfectly well under her umbrella but we still got wet by the side due to the super heavy rain. hahas
xuan & jun hu were then freezing in 190. poor things! hahas chatted on the way about the good old times we used to have in primary school, met min hui tgt with her boyfriend half-way. ohhs And did i mentioned that we met eve on the way to takashimaya earlier on too.
Therefore, we named it the PRIMARY SCHOOL DAY! cus it was all the meetings of primary school friends! hahas.
And that marks the end of it! i'm sooo looking forward to our next gathering thou. l0ve you guys! hahas ah, we didnt take any pictures also! l0ls. too rushed for anything lahs. :D

06/04/08
visited wai gong in the morning & played some bubble thingy tgt with my cousins. haha! There was a competition holding to see who'll blow the thing bigger, i didnt blow thou, cus i don't know how. my brothers, cousin and mom blew it! hahas.

mandy "pon" her dancing lesson today! hahas Anyways, the teacher taught us new routines which is pretty simple :x hahas but i still look like a retard sometimes, ohwell, dancing grows with more practises and so i've decide to discipline myself to do more stretching each day to improve my flexibility! hahas
lot 1:
went to lot 1 with yi and hong, had wanted to rebond frindge but due to time constraint. i decide to do it tmr! hahas so i went to find mom instead, whereas yi and hong headed home.
That's all lahs.
hees

07/04/08
it's MONDAY! & the last week of my holiday! >:@
school has alrd started for some of the the poly thou, like RP! it's school for them today alrd. well, mine is also gonna come soon. shrugs*
i shall play until like siaooooo for this last week so there'll definetly be more hanging- outs & less updates! :x Alrights, am going out to cut my hair soon! hees.
shall update when i'm not feeling lazy! beams*

with love ♥ 7:35 PM

Saturday, April 5, 2008

pardon me for my late updates.
i'm too tired to blog for today! hahas went out and had lots of fun with wei jie, pei xuan, alex and jun hu! hahas shall update about my past few days ago tomorrow.
i'm soooooo tired

good nights.

with love ♥ 7:35 PM

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

BUSY.
have been real busy for these few days, cus school's starting & there's plenty of things left un-settled and left un-brought! hahas. i'm so tired to elaborate everything, 0r rather Anything. hahas Anyways, its been damn busy for the few days.
paying respect to my dead ancestors as its the qing ming festival, hanging out, dancing lesson, swimming, visiting my wai gong who've been sick lately & have been admitted in and out of the hospital [ seeing wai gong like this makes me feel so sad and yet not being able to do anything... just hope that wai gong will get well soon which actually did after some rest at home :D], configuring my laptop [it ends up getting so s c r e w e d up! Arghs. wasted my trip to the comtech today when my laptop was almost configured, it got screwed! Because of the partitions of my laptop i have to freaking get to school tmr for getting the whole thing done all over again. And the person told me that i've got a difficult problem at hand and to solve the problem will take me 2 hours alone! ~~FCUK~~.] :S but anyways, i still have to thanks wee loon for accompanying me today to get my lappy configured!! And not forgetting, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEE LOON, SHIFU :D
& A HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY! lalalas.
hui fang came to look for us after that! weee its been months since i saw that girl! hahahas As usual, our forte was gossip! And so the story goes.. hees ohhs! i'm super glad i'm in the same class as her for year 2! Y-A-Y! that will means MORE gossips! :x hahas girls are girls lahs! hoho.

And yeahs. That's what i've been doing for the past few days including today.
Have got me and yii bikini photos that i'd wanted to post it up. but i decide not to. Firstly, i'm lazy to upload the pictures. Secondly, i reckon there's not a need to flaunt something that isn't nice to start with! ok lahs not yi but me! hehehes. :D
i'm so effing tired lahs. And i've got lots of things to accomplish and purchase before the start of school! And they are:
_dinner at mahanttan fish market
_cut & rebond frindge
_shoes
_laptop bag
_more tops & bottoms [ i'm running out 0f them]
_get my laptop configured
_movie
_gems
_pencil box
_to help buddy select his gems. [ oh yeahs, cus he's in camp. so the kind buddy which is me
have to help him :X hahas]
_to fix my portable harddisk!
_to sleep as much as possible
_sentosa/ zoo/ bird park/ night safari

awww. see wait till i accomplish these things before my holidays will i then have a sense of accomplishment lahs. hahahas & yesh. Nearly all invovles spending money. ooohs i'm a spendthrift. roll eyes* The un-sucessful configuration has screwed my mood today lahs. i've got to do something to vent my frustration! dammit.
Tmr's another busy day lahs. There's my gems appointment, piano lesson, configuring my laptop. i dun even effing have the time to go cut and rebond my frindge nor going out with mandy and the rest tmr!!!! RARRRRR i hate configurations! its nvr a one-attempt success!
>:@
thurs is cut- hair day & friday is hanging out day with primary school friends. weee! i'm busy like shi-at. hahas Alrights. i'm gonna create another blog for my mom! hohs. she's a hip mom okiies! she want a blog to keep her day too and after that its TV and then bed!! An early night to wake up for a competing gems appoinment tmr!
May the fastest get what you yearn!
good nights everyone! beams*

with love ♥ 7:28 PM