Monday, April 14, 2008
HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING!
in another 12.5 hrs starting from 8.30pm as tmr's lesson starts at 9 a.m. awww, i wonder if going to school is a sad thing or a thing to rejoice for. Frankly speaking, i'm kinda sad saying goodbye to my long holiday & to meet school in another 12.5 hrs. 0n the other hand, i'm damn happy that i'll be meeting my friends again and t0 know new classmates! hahas it's kind of contradicting, i must say. However contradicting it may be, the ulitimate place i'll end up in will be school, in class 2B22. :D & i hope tmr will be a great day. prays*
THE LONG HOLIDAYS..
i've l0st & gain in this holiday.people come & go and those true ones stayed.Should i refer that as a part 0f growing up? i reckon... new people establishing new relationships while there are people who have to face separation & heal their wound which i'd like to admit that i've fallen under this category. :) i guess that being out 0f l0ve isnt something disgraceful isn't it? 0n the other hand. A broken heart has made me stronger... Everything came to an end at the start of this holiday just when i tot that this long holiday will be a chance to pull our r/s even closer... Everything ended abruptly.
you left me, just when i needed you the most...
you made me grow and accept reality in the harshest way. i'll never forget the day you left me stranded alone with all those memories that we once had. & i swore, i thought i'll nvr be able to walk out of your shadows then...every night was an endless one.
The amount of self- control i have to assert myself into breaking down anytime was so tedious. i put on a protective armour round my broken heart in hope to disguise the broken parts, to show people that my heart retains it usual self. Life back then was as thou living in pain and tears..
i'm blessed.
& because, a struggle was not that necessary even before i raised up the white flag and surrender to salvage this r/s or to even walk out of your shadows.
Irony part was, i do not even hate you. And sincerely, i will still regard you as a friend if you do too or even if you do not.
my MOM gave me the greatest encouragement. yi, mandy & buddy played a big part too and i'm really touched at how my friends gave their support towards me. i'm thankful that a broken r/s led me to see the far most wonderful people that i have around me.. Love is not everything, however it completes us.. the story of happily ever after doesn't happen to me...yet.However, i still believe in them. And i hope.. i wont stop beliving in them.. :D
P.S Eileen.. jia you lahhs! it's towards your new chapter 0f life. :DD
in another 12.5 hrs starting from 8.30pm as tmr's lesson starts at 9 a.m. awww, i wonder if going to school is a sad thing or a thing to rejoice for. Frankly speaking, i'm kinda sad saying goodbye to my long holiday & to meet school in another 12.5 hrs. 0n the other hand, i'm damn happy that i'll be meeting my friends again and t0 know new classmates! hahas it's kind of contradicting, i must say. However contradicting it may be, the ulitimate place i'll end up in will be school, in class 2B22. :D & i hope tmr will be a great day. prays*
THE LONG HOLIDAYS..
i've l0st & gain in this holiday.people come & go and those true ones stayed.Should i refer that as a part 0f growing up? i reckon... new people establishing new relationships while there are people who have to face separation & heal their wound which i'd like to admit that i've fallen under this category. :) i guess that being out 0f l0ve isnt something disgraceful isn't it? 0n the other hand. A broken heart has made me stronger... Everything came to an end at the start of this holiday just when i tot that this long holiday will be a chance to pull our r/s even closer... Everything ended abruptly.
you left me, just when i needed you the most...
you made me grow and accept reality in the harshest way. i'll never forget the day you left me stranded alone with all those memories that we once had. & i swore, i thought i'll nvr be able to walk out of your shadows then...every night was an endless one.
The amount of self- control i have to assert myself into breaking down anytime was so tedious. i put on a protective armour round my broken heart in hope to disguise the broken parts, to show people that my heart retains it usual self. Life back then was as thou living in pain and tears..
i'm blessed.
& because, a struggle was not that necessary even before i raised up the white flag and surrender to salvage this r/s or to even walk out of your shadows.
Irony part was, i do not even hate you. And sincerely, i will still regard you as a friend if you do too or even if you do not.
my MOM gave me the greatest encouragement. yi, mandy & buddy played a big part too and i'm really touched at how my friends gave their support towards me. i'm thankful that a broken r/s led me to see the far most wonderful people that i have around me.. Love is not everything, however it completes us.. the story of happily ever after doesn't happen to me...yet.However, i still believe in them. And i hope.. i wont stop beliving in them.. :D
P.S Eileen.. jia you lahhs! it's towards your new chapter 0f life. :DD
with love ♥ 11:00 AM