Cause you'd mean that much to me

Thursday, July 31, 2008

my blog is rot-ting ting ting ting tingggggg.

& i've got loads of things-ings ings ings ings ings to update.

but im effing lazy-azy azy azy azy & busy-usy usy usy usy usy to do so x]

riities, its either sch, chiong-ing my assignments then seeing it come down bit by bit or out having fun these days. pheww, lyk all these activites have been keeping me with something to do that i decide to neglect my blog.. for the tym-being. & yeapps, im back to my sweetfactory again and i hope that this enthusiasm to write wont cease until what im trying to complete updating today haha.

Many has happened and many has been forgotten.

ohwells, lets start:

July, 26th.2008

a usual saturday at town with a little spark and all.. angry sparks thats it.

awww. i guess some people just didnt have the courtesy to say "excuse" instead of saying some other phrase that were un-pleasant to me & mandy's ears.

But excuse me, there's no doubt a bigger space beside us where the walk-way is. we didnt really understand why is there a need to squeeze to walk where we were walking.

And yeahs. shopping is to STROLL not run. thank you x]

ohhs & yahhs, save yr stares too hahas

anyway before the encounter of that lil spark' far east-ed with mandy, accompanied her to stage and brought the things that she had wanted.

Headed to uncle's house for couzzie's one month celebration afterwards. & gosh, there were lyk lots and lots of children there. All so cute and cuddly beamms* hahas.

couzzie's sam one month! hohos. cute cute x]]

Baby Lucas! omgg he's damnnnnn cute lahs. hehes esp with his kinda angelic smile when u sayang him. :O how i wish i can brg him home man. :xx thats what i told mama. L0L hahahas

July, 27th.2008
& it was to town again.
And this tym to celebrate his birthday. yes his. to people who knew. hahas
didnt thought that i'll be celebrating for his birthday again this year, but of cuz as a different identity.. a friend? probably yes. or rather more lyk strangers during that dinner. not even an indication of friendliness, no smiles, no hi nor byes. we were as though oblivious to one another...

喜欢，就是100，不然，我们之间就是0。 its either the extreme or on the other end. but one thing i know, we're bound nvr to meet again along this way of thing i call love. [x
:O do i actually sound lyk im emo-ing? hmmm. definitetly NOT! hahas. its just another kinda reflection. Its kind of an irony to be celebrating his bday, when he once brought me hell, then to go to an as thou becoming-stranger's party. but still, im wishing u well. x]]

i've went to a dinner merely. Lyk yi said.. its just a dinner. x]]
ohhs, & no pictures taken hahahas.

July, 28th.2008
A usual monday and a boring sch day. juz that i got to meet my lovelies in school for lunch! x]] & then to lot 1 for dinner at night. its always nice to have the accompaniment of my lovelies! hahas. Walked around lot 1 after dinner & it was HOME-SWEET-HOME! lolls

July, 29th,30th,31th.2008
For the 3 consecutive days. its been PURELY boring. x[[ work work work and WORK. hehs. so very "cool" uhs. but its a great great feeling to see them coming down bit by bit. hahas.0hhs, tmr's the start of the 7th month. :x for some who dont wish to be reminded. im sorry. xp hahas. And there..my enthusiasm only comes this far. HAHAS!

toodles people. shall update... lyk soon? :xx hehes

with love ♥ 5:53 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008

Symptons and Diagnosis of the Affliction Known as "Deep Attraction"
Dear patient,
This illness can be fatal.
Do read the following diagnosis carefully,
And the rest depends on your mettle.

-Whenever you meet the one responsible for your dreadful illness:

You cry even when you're feeling happy,
You laugh even when you're feeling down.
You walk away and then you feel intensely lonely,
You feel that there's no one else in town.

-He or she can make you:

Seem immature even though you lead a soccer team,
Seem as if you've got a mental disease.
Seem as if you can always find a gleam,
Seem shattered even though you were always in one piece.

-Psychological effects include:

Feeling stupid even when you always top the class.
Feeling confused when you try to speak
Feeling depressed when you don't meet on the bus
Feeling unsure when it is he or she that you seek.

-What you should do:

You could drown yourself in a glass of wine
You could leave a note and disappear
You could bury yourself in books and shout with glee
Ah, I don't care!

-Doctor's notes:

Though i must say there is a risky way
To make this better with each passing day
Go right up to her and say
I like you and have loved you every singel day!

You could also slip a message under her table
Put in her mobile phone a loving fable
To her mailbox pieces of paper in a decorated riddle
Or words on her screen in the virtual mail ladle.

My dear patient, do think about it
This operation only has a limited success rate
Unless you have a hide so thick or unlimited wit

Do beware,

You may soon be afflicted with another ailment known as "Heart's Tear".

Get well soon,
Your Doctor.

by Leoson Hoay'

with love ♥ 6:15 PM

Monday, July 21, 2008

林宇中
干物世界
addiction x]] <3333333
ciaos.

with love ♥ 11:22 AM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY OZAN! X]]

Dragged myself to the discovery centre due to the special demand made by the birthday boy! & damn, it was kinda empty inside the centre, and it turned out kinda boring. ohwell, my bro enjoyed himself thou.. thats the most impt thing since its his bday! hahas. The only thing which interest me was the robot, yes, the talking robot.. L0L xp
and then the trip goes on.. blah blah. there isnt anything interesting in peculiar to talk about, its more of lyk an eating trip for me rather than to "discover" anything from there & im wayy bloated to think about what i can blog, the food is blocking my flow of thoughts HAHAS! xp
Anyways, random pictures from the centre:

ehhs, & this is the robot who replied me when i talked to him. hahas! The only entertainment there for me! :xx he intro-ed himself & asked for my name, and i turned to ask my mama to tell it hers instead, & the robot told me not to be shy! lolls cute robot lahs xp

its racial harmony tmr! hehes. & there are all sorts of exhibition to promote racial harmony x]]
& racial harmony actually brgs back alot of memories ehs, ever wore a traditional costume to yr sch? i actually did that ehs x]] hahas! And back to those pri-school days, my sch actually held up a racial harmony fair in which alot of traditional food and games from different cultures are made avaliable. Lyk so cool lahs.. Brgs back the old memories, what we played when we were kids. hohos. i've got 童年 de okays x]]
看街戏，扮新娘，造飞机，打水仗，东奔西跑抓迷藏。。lolls! my childhood song kkaes xp hahas

Rifle rifle, i forgot whats the rifle called alrd.. but my brothers sure enjoyed playing the game, and its $6 per 4 mins game. And its to dinner and then uncle's house at night to blow the candles! hehs, im not in the picture below :x
BOOO. the below picture juz brgs back certain memories, lyk how "he" used to be ard last year during ozan's birthday. i guess thats just lyfe, & people do come & go in yr lyfe you know x]] lolls. Things often happen likewise when you least expected it to..
& nahhs, im not being emo right here. hahas im juz reflecting on the changes of my life. In turn, i've learnt lots of new things, for the better & for the worst...
The earth doesnt stop orbiting just becuz YOU arent moving on, and as it orbits in a circle, so what goes around comes ard too. hahas!
And best of all, below are the people that i know that will always be there for me. However much the earth has orbits around the sun, 365 days and until the end of tym, my family will always be there, & i love you guys x]]

p.s.grow up brothur! hahas you've turned 11.. be more sensible and actually, you've been a great brothur lahhs, excluding tyms when you've been a pain in the neck :xxx. hahahas! xpp awww, you wont be reading this anyways too xp
good nights
xoxo'

with love ♥ 8:53 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

sup.
hum-deeee-dum & today is a cloudy followed by rainy saturday, that explains how much of a piig i've been today. roll eyes* i eat & i sleep & i wake up to eat again, munching & munching on my lunch, snacks, lyk nougart, chocolates, biscuits & blahs. [ & to expect munching more for my steamboat dinner ltr] Lyk NON-STOP, i tell you. omgg. im getting fatter & FATTER! x.x i've got to get back to dancing lessons soon. lolls cut down on the amount of snacks im consuming. if not, im turning into a sweet-potato soon, short & fat :x hahas

ohhs, did i mention that i've got many many assignments at hand that im lazy to touch? ughs, i've turn lazier after attending poly, lyk hello, where's my self-motivation tingy i use to have back in secondary school? or was i even motivated before? =p yes, there is lahs, on certain subjects that i really loveee. im more than happy to touch them x]] hehes. And wad abt IT, ahh, this, i've got to admit i dont really have passion for them,

& so you ask: "then why am i effing in it?!"
leen will then reply: "cuz im alrd effing in it & i regret, regret not opting out of other courses but chose IT, second choice somemore, and since im alrd in my second year.. 我就只好go with it x.x & i hope being in IT will become of practical use to me in my future endeavours.
& it goes as smth "extra" to aid me in my job, cuz i reckon i wont be in the IT job sector. its wayyy too heavy for me to shoulder. yeapps, IT is something extensive to me :x hahas
However, i kinda love web designing, or shld i say. the only kinda module i enjoy in my course right now, is to DESIGN. lolls blahs, but my designing aint very good too :xx hahas.
ohh man, then wad am i good at?

ans: GOSSIPING. & BEING LATE, eeks i dont count that as a virtue lahs x[[ hahas
btw, O's oral is coming! who would lyk to be my oral listening partner? [ & you'll be listening to my CMI pronounci-ation. lest, your ears might be "vomiting" blood listening to my english.
Lyk cool can?! imagine yr ears oozing out blood, fresh fresh blood within yr body :x
hiakhiak.am being psycho right here. NAHS! kidding uhs. not so exaggerating lahs :xx ]

i've brg my topic further & further, and trust me i can write a 100000++ page full of essays if i go on talking nonsense lyk this. okays, im retard-ing agn =p lolls. shall go and TRY to do my programming assignments. x]] and stop my craps.
bye!

with love ♥ 4:58 PM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

hello.& ii had a change of blog song again.

起轿凤冠霞披却不闪耀鞭炮

燃烧的喜气沾苦恼唢呐吹不响

烙在心上的某一段情调

苦笑爱蒙上盖巾看不到

醉掉交杯洒跟谁不重要

掀起盖头来亲吻新人的脸幻想是你的面貌

你的好当嫁妆把爱当新娘

没有人像你让我得意的笑

爱悄悄经过寂寞的洗脑

改嫁到另一个人怀抱

心草草隐藏回忆的心跳试著要把你忘掉

爱悄悄这样改嫁终老就是想你改也改不了

若被烫焦大红蜡烛两头烧让爱随火灭掉

爱过了门就灭掉

掀起了你的盖头来

让我来看看你的脸呜...

不是你的脸呜..

不是你的脸
melodius isnt it? x]] hahas.

16/07/08

skipped gems & town-ed with lovelies, lyk finally :x hahas

shopped, brought, ate, gossiped, crapped x]

& its home-sweet-home

18/07/08

marina-ed, ate and caught hellboy02 which i enjoyed much x]] hehes

caught LIN YU ZHONG in ngee ann at 7.30 pm. shaked his hand and got his autograph. x]] HAPPY! LIN YU ZHONG is cute beams* hehs

cabbed home

0verall, today has been a tiring yet fun day ehs. x]]

im off to bed soon

toodles

with love ♥ 9:08 AM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Hey girl, whats your name i think I caught you looking my way
Do you wanna know how to get me out to your own
Weekends work the best i pick the place you do the rest
Hey now don't be shy but you got to keep me in line
Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe
Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
aint very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Can you get me up more
Fun that i can ever dream of
Could you tie me down
Can you keep me hanging around
I don't wanna be into keep you company
Put your hand in mine got to hold on top of the ride
Love at first sight never thought in could happen to me but you made me believe
Kidnap my heart take me with you
Kidnap my heart make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
aint very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.You've got to hold me tighter
Cause I'm a real fighter
Don't tear us apart
Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe
Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love
aint very far, not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.
Kidnap my heart
Kidnap my heart...
<3
Kidnap my heart is catchy catchy tune. sweet and simple kinda loveeeee song. blahs. am being random down here and let's go: kindap my heart!!~ take me with you..lalalas! and the song goes on... x]]

with love ♥ 9:51 PM

Friday, July 11, 2008

aloha!
im in high high spirits today! x] & thats becuz, im FREEEEE from FLASH... for the tym-being. hahahahas! ohwell, its ONLY for the tym-being cuz there's still lyk part 02 which is to improve my assignment. IMPROVE! yes, at least its only to improve it lahs, nt start from scratch.. much much better lahs. Flash has been a CHORE, i've been sleeping real late and waking up early juz becuz of that. lyk :s lolls! anyways, anyways, first part of it is FINALLY OVER! lalalas. & im gonna be high for the rest of the night x] hahahas

Movie-ed with mandy and her friend during wednesday! caught HANCOCK. gogogo watch people, its a nice show! x] hahas a worth- catch lahs. & there's lyk so many more movies that i havent caught due to the rushing of FLASH! see, isnt it a CHORE? lolls. deprive me of my fun-tym, my sleep & my food! BOOO :x & ohhs, it dries up my brain juice and my saliva when i hab to bug wee loon to help me with my work.
Today, yes today is friday. met up with mandy and had dinner with her, poor mandy have to stay around in fc tgt with me when im doing FLASH. sorry for the super boring part! x] hahas & yes, thanks for hearing my RANTING. Mandy, you should know.. hahas you know you know? :X
p.s Thanks alot weeeee loooon, thanks many many for the help for my flash! x]
& tada, im done blogging. lyfe has pretty much been the same for me with a little much more happenings! lolls happy & angry moments. blahs. Lyfe's in a poly's really a roller-coaster, & i wonder is that a good or bad thing? 0hwell, on a brighter note, i aint leading a monotounous lyfe, on the other side.. its not v cool to live lidat. CONTRADICTING lahs. okok i shall stop bugging myself with this question.

IRSAN & MANDY:
lolls the both of you brought business to my taggy! thank you thank you hahahas. dont start war lahs.Both name also nice, juz that my name is the nicest! :xx stop fighting kkaes. hahahahas!! omgg no 2 v 1 please. x] hahas & irsan, i nvr wanto DO lohs. hahaha dont spoil my reputation. im pure okays! :x hahahahahas Mandy and irsan, nxt tym we shall visit the SEX SHOP tgt, when im 18.. i'll supervise the both of you. no notti ahs :Xx L0L!
toodles people! And i miss hanging out with my lovelies!! ^^

with love ♥ 9:14 PM

Monday, July 7, 2008

Heavy work in progress!

aint having the tym to blog..

i've got tons of things to say ehs, but tym does not permit me to! x] lolls. shall cut everything short, & yes, there wont be any photo updates cuz im lazy + busy to upload them. & Mandy havent sent it to me yet. rawrr

went to celebrate shar's bday on the 5th, supposedly wanted to visit my animal friends in zoo, but 人算，不如天算。of all the sunny day, 5th july had to be a cloudy day, followed by loud thunder & heavy rain. :( lolls. Anyways, we went to jurong point and caught '10 promises to my dog'

& by the look of it, its a cute cute dog right? hahas. but it passed on at the ending part. damn sad ehs, was crying my eyes off over the ending, ohhs, Mandy, yi, shar & mau cried too. :Xxx hahas. MOST, i would say most, or rather all of the people came out from the theatre with watery eyes. its a must-catch! tells us to cherish things more, not leave them out and be sad only when they're leaving (: hahas

something extra, i L0VE L0VE golden retriever. hahas

headed on to vivo and had our dinner at TERRA. i hope i didnt spell it wrongly. Anyways, the fish & chips was fabulous there! x] hahas. home sweet home after dinner and abit of shopping.

Assignment

Flash = headache

grumbles* many many many. rawrrr, im feeling damn pissed with flash. yes, im angry at a N0N-living thing, more lyk im mad at myself for not being to create the kind of effect i want. tsktsk

And to think my deadline is on this fri 11/07/08... Boooo, tym wont be enough if im given forever. nahhs, juz exaggerating here. hahas.

ohwell, ppl have been asking me abt my previous posts. hahas to people who cared,who tagged at my taggy, who lend me a listening ear in msn. im alright! (: hahas juz occasional emotional swing yahs. Thanks to the people who have showered their concern, leen truely appreciated them! xoxo ^^ im blessed to have known you guys.

p.s & oh, mandy, as to reply back to yr most recent post.. thanks for the wait.. hahas!! its another 4 months and 9 days to my birthday not including today. x] hahas, by then i'll be lyk 18 soon, which allow me to club legally. and yr wait will be all worthwhile (: And ohhs, i can drive, buy toto & 4D, watch m18 movies, buy alcohol and wadever u can think of & to go into SEX shop TGT. HAHA! . aint that cooool? hahahahas!! so wait for me ahs, lolols.

toodles.

shall blog when my assignment loads are getting less heavy. (: buhbyee earthlings

with love ♥ 6:18 PM

Thursday, July 3, 2008

im unhappy for the day, or rather not-so-happy for the past few days
dont ask why, cuz i don't know the answer myself, either =/
when compelling thought crashes inside my head, my stand isnt clear anymore, i've been thinking hell lots without any conclusion for the thoughts that are running, running & RUNNING across my mind.i effing dont know what i want. zzz
& worse, im ranting to a blank mind right now, with nothing in peculiar what i'd lyk to complain about.. juz nothing, but yet i know my mind's in a whirlwind.
am i on the verge of mental breakdown or smth? lyk im turning crazy? =/ hmmm. a high chance, i say. :O i dont wanna turn crazy!!~ cuz i'll turn crazy if i turn crazy and then i'll be really crazy. blahs, if you catch what im trying to say, then congrats! cuz probably you are crazy too. L0L kidding lahs
i know its kinda random post, but i dont know how to relate to anyone since i aint sure of my problems as well.. =/
you know, lyk things aint going as expected? And suddenly... you find that lyfe is sucha chore, and you effing dont know wad you're striving for? Lyk whatever you do seems so boring and MEANINGLESS. yes, i use the word meaningless, cuz i dont know what im doing at the moment, esp since im confuse myself. & on and on...
WHATEVER! arghs. stop stop stop before this post get into an EMO post. blahs.
i'd lyk to emphasis: IM NOT EMO KKAES. juz confuse.
YES! im not emo. omgawd, im retarded lahs. hahas

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shiity shiity ass it :S
i'll bite off the anyone's head who try to invokes... booo. im getting retarded agn, tym for medicine lahs!
ciaos x33

with love ♥ 6:27 PM

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

today is alrd the third day of school! And it has been going boring so far =/ hahas lectures, tutorials, practicals, gems, assignment... and the list goes on. arghs im wondering why cant lesson be more interesting, lyk having more interactive way of teaching? lolls. okays, the problem should lie with me... im bored, & therefore, the lessons become bored? lolls. did i put it in the correct way? ohwell, basically school's abt there and im striving hard to get over lessons and to pend for the arrival of the september holidays! beams*
eileen is a super happy girl when holiday arrives! cuz its a tym to relax & enjoy with friends![work prolly, but i dont include that as enjoying, the money that come from it will juz be my AID to enjoyment] hahas.
The re-opening of school has been a chore to me, everyday i wake up lyk a zombie & head to school & getting real tired at the end of the day :O MY, im turning old, or was it juz pre- holiday mood, i think i havent really tuned back my mood for school.. im still in a dreamy, holiday mood ^^V hahas. yeahs victory!!~ lolls
However, im more attentive in class now -says in a tiny voice* :x lolls. i hope i am, cuz i've been trying hard to pay MORE attention in class alrd. hahas lyfe in school hasnt really been smooth-sailing for me this term, im prone to some issues that occured, blahs, i dont know what im talking abt, juz..feeling... more troubled? hahas.
ohhs i missed those days in sec sch!hahas lyk i hab mandy, yi, shar, mau, jj, pk, nas and the rest of my goodie friends to aid me in whatever i do? hahas. i miss them ehhs! lolls.. And if you guys see this: yes i miss all of you! X) lolls a sudden turn of emotions right here. hahas
sometyms life in poly juz makes me feel lyk turning back tym.

well well well. Friends in poly are a fun bunch too. Probably, im having occasional mood swing that makes me think too much X] ahh. i reckon i should juz stop here, or else this post will be turning into a wordy post that will turn most of you off.
im happy but i hope i'll be happier. x) much, much happier...
人长大了，就会发现自己有更多的没有，但也是这些没有使得我们长大。。
toodles

with love ♥ 3:28 PM