Thursday, July 3, 2008
im unhappy for the day, or rather not-so-happy for the past few days
dont ask why, cuz i don't know the answer myself, either =/
when compelling thought crashes inside my head, my stand isnt clear anymore, i've been thinking hell lots without any conclusion for the thoughts that are running, running & RUNNING across my mind.i effing dont know what i want. zzz
& worse, im ranting to a blank mind right now, with nothing in peculiar what i'd lyk to complain about.. juz nothing, but yet i know my mind's in a whirlwind.
am i on the verge of mental breakdown or smth? lyk im turning crazy? =/ hmmm. a high chance, i say. :O i dont wanna turn crazy!!~ cuz i'll turn crazy if i turn crazy and then i'll be really crazy. blahs, if you catch what im trying to say, then congrats! cuz probably you are crazy too. L0L kidding lahs
i know its kinda random post, but i dont know how to relate to anyone since i aint sure of my problems as well.. =/
you know, lyk things aint going as expected? And suddenly... you find that lyfe is sucha chore, and you effing dont know wad you're striving for? Lyk whatever you do seems so boring and MEANINGLESS. yes, i use the word meaningless, cuz i dont know what im doing at the moment, esp since im confuse myself. & on and on...
WHATEVER! arghs. stop stop stop before this post get into an EMO post. blahs.
i'd lyk to emphasis: IM NOT EMO KKAES. juz confuse.
YES! im not emo. omgawd, im retarded lahs. hahas
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shiity shiity ass it :S
i'll bite off the anyone's head who try to invokes... booo. im getting retarded agn, tym for medicine lahs!
ciaos x33
dont ask why, cuz i don't know the answer myself, either =/
when compelling thought crashes inside my head, my stand isnt clear anymore, i've been thinking hell lots without any conclusion for the thoughts that are running, running & RUNNING across my mind.i effing dont know what i want. zzz
& worse, im ranting to a blank mind right now, with nothing in peculiar what i'd lyk to complain about.. juz nothing, but yet i know my mind's in a whirlwind.
am i on the verge of mental breakdown or smth? lyk im turning crazy? =/ hmmm. a high chance, i say. :O i dont wanna turn crazy!!~ cuz i'll turn crazy if i turn crazy and then i'll be really crazy. blahs, if you catch what im trying to say, then congrats! cuz probably you are crazy too. L0L kidding lahs
i know its kinda random post, but i dont know how to relate to anyone since i aint sure of my problems as well.. =/
you know, lyk things aint going as expected? And suddenly... you find that lyfe is sucha chore, and you effing dont know wad you're striving for? Lyk whatever you do seems so boring and MEANINGLESS. yes, i use the word meaningless, cuz i dont know what im doing at the moment, esp since im confuse myself. & on and on...
WHATEVER! arghs. stop stop stop before this post get into an EMO post. blahs.
i'd lyk to emphasis: IM NOT EMO KKAES. juz confuse.
YES! im not emo. omgawd, im retarded lahs. hahas
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shiity shiity ass it :S
i'll bite off the anyone's head who try to invokes... booo. im getting retarded agn, tym for medicine lahs!
ciaos x33
with love ♥ 6:27 PM