Cause you'd mean that much to me

Friday, October 31, 2008

november's coming & i turn to realise it isnt gonna be sucha great month afterall...
its 17 days to my 18th, now tell me why i aint looking forward to it at all ?
wishlist :

~~Memorable 18th birthday~~

strike, striken- out.

'hope for the best and prepare for the worst.

And im hoping for the best, but if the best doesnt work out, at least i've got my defences up for the worst at the same time L0L i can explain lehs! :p

it just doesn't feels right..
But im alright. hahas !

here's an update, how does it sounds ? hahas. dont tel me im emo-ing ! Lyk Duh. i know ! but this post was typed after emo-ing :D so technically speaking, im over with it, for the moment (:

with love ♥ 7:07 PM

Saturday, October 25, 2008

firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to glennn ! :D
grats for turning older, cuz i get to be younger hahas ! :x
The bottomline is: im young. hahahahas :p
跟你开玩笑的啦！
still, may all your dreams and wishes come true (:

Bravo, my darling. you're still cute even if u're more lethargic now :x hahas cuz i understand you're getting old but u'll still be my loves loves ! :p

Alrights, back to post:
i've lost the enthusiasm to blog ! :OOOOO
tell me HOW? hahas. i've got aplenty things to blog about ! & yet i don't know where to start :x hahas. To my few readers out there, or so i claimed to be since i've got no static counter to capture how many reader(s) i've got. i will lyk to declare that my blog is dead, NOT ! hahas. Despite the lack of updates, its still funtion-ing ! :xx
However....
still, its not operating for these days. :x im really lazy to update, but im sorry for those who DID bother to pop by reading and to find no updates each tym :x hehes.
Nevertheless, i promise to blog soon ! hahahas. Blog posts will certainly get more interesting during november, in my point of view that is ! hahahas.
:p
And november is soonish !!~ :DDDDDDDD
& for the time being, im gonna hide into a cave, and 自闭！

with love ♥ 2:56 PM

Saturday, October 18, 2008

♥JAY CHOU many many many !! :DD

his new album is a MUST-listen :D & dont come telling me his songs arent nice ! cuz i BITE :x hahas. im bias ! his songs are A B S O L U T E L Y niceeee, N0 doubt :p

can i have this dance

Take my hand, take a breath

Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,

And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me(now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)

We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing)

wherever we go next

(chorus)

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you

it's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can i have this dance (can i have this dance)

Can i have this dance

Take my hand, i'll take the lead

And every turn will be safe with me

Don't be afraid, afraid to fall

You know i'll catch you through it all

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)

'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is)

wherever you are

(chorus)

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can i have this dance (can i have this dance)

Can I have this dance

oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide

'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop

Let it rain, let it pour

What we have is worth fighting for

You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)

It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)

And with every step together, we just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)

Can I have this dance

school's been fine so far :D but it isnt exactly perfect. :p well, nothing's perfect anyways. :x Hab been mugging outside after school lately, that explains for the lack of updates ! o's coming in another 4 days ? :OOO stress ! hahas

Life is fleeting as the butterfly, beautiful yet transient. As legends has it, a pair of butterfly lovers reappears once more after having gone through three lifetimes of repeated pain and tears. This time, they find each other in the world of martial arts. Liang is highly skilled in martial arts and resides in the mountains. When his master tasks him to take care of Zhu, a girl from a wealthy family who disguises as guy to herself from revenge, it sparks off the painful journey that they must go through once again. Zhus father, in order to pay the kindness shown to him, has betrothed her to a General Ma, although Zhu is in love with Liang. Love can fester into hate in some while in the selected few, it can lead to undying love that survives one lifetime after

The butterfly lovers is one 0f my best-loved love stories ! :D potrays undying love and affections for each other ! However, this series of butterfly lovers had got a twisted story in between altho to expect the same kind of ending :p hahas its still worth the money to catch this movie ! Mandy was laughing thruout the ending 0f the movie, just when we all wanted t0 cry :xx aiites, i've got to admit the ending's a lil funny, maybe? catch it & you'll know what i mean. Still, the tragic love story 0f the butterfly lovers is still one 0f the greatest love story ever told ! :D

tooodles :D

with love ♥ 12:19 PM

Monday, October 13, 2008

school's starting tmr ! gotta tune back everything, that includes my holiday mood, sleeping tym and night habits ! :D Hopefully, school wont be something that disappoints. im kinda looking forward t0 school & at the same tym hoping that holiday wont end that quickly ! =// o's in a week's tym ! piano practical exam comingggg prolly during december, jay's album launching, prolly going to travel during year end, plus x'mas and new year's coming lyk in another 2 months & my birthday's coming before that ! hahahas :xx
:OOOOOO
busy busy ! its a busy year-end f0r 2008. yadahs. anyways i hope 2008 will come to an end soon, my luck isnt so good this year :x oopsy, its just the starting 0f sems 02, and yahs im nt trying t0 sum up my year 2008 ! altho i sound lyk im trying t0 :x hahas ! ohwells, prays that everything will be fine f0r the rest 0f sems 02 ! :DD i wont be blogging as often, since my o's are near the corner lyk a week plus 2 days ? x(
yeps. will be doing more paper work ! im too over-reliant on my lappy these days ! i bet my writing speed must be real slow now. :x
so long people ! & ohhs, house bunny is really worth a catch ! hahahas. especially f0r girls. it boost yr self-esteem ! :D
所谓，天底下没有丑人，只有懒人！
hehehs :D

with love ♥ 1:02 AM

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

over.
its all over lyk days ago... the wake and all, and i've come to better accept that wai gong's gone.. t0 a better world that is.
And before i blog about how i spent the day today, i would lyk to first express my heartfelt thanks t0 people who cared and gave me lotsa encouraging words during those agonizing days; that really spurr-ed me on alot. Thanks for all the concern and i really appreciated them ! :DD

& today,town-ed with mandy to get some stuffs before sch re-opens ! New sems, new lyfe and new things :D Its a new start t0 my semester year 02, and hopefully it'll be a great yr for me ! cross fingers* t0 all the assignments, exams and so on.. anything that involves doing work. :p As usual, its been a great hang-out with mandy, while sharing with her abt wai gong stuffs ! its great t0 have people to share.. plus the person is lovely ! :D hahas. Anyways, did lotsa shopping with her ! shopping rocks can, its lyk the empty and sad-dish mood ytd was overwhelmed with happiness until at certain pause, i suddenly tot 0f wai gong's departure and the flashbacks.. Overall, it was still funnnnn !
cam-whored a lil, while waiting for mandy to finish preparing! :D
INTENSIVE acting cute pictures below, it might be a turn 0ff to some...
so SCROLL at your own risk
:D
if not, thats it !
ohhhhs, its cam-whoring with geeky specs. hehes
:p

♥

ohhs, if you do realise, all the pictures above come with my hand holding the side 0f the specs, thats becuz, my specs keep dropping down luhs. its to support hehes. Told you it was INTENSIVE acting le. if u manage to see till here. L0L ohh yahs, i chopped off my long long frindge alrd, not very obvious here but its kinda short in real :D

shopping bagggggs ! many many :D hahas. ohhs & then, we cabbed home :xxx was too lazy to train-ed with all the heavy shopping bags :x

And it was homeee sweet home ! :D

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

with love ♥ 8:23 PM

it has been an agony, a hard truth t0 accept that wai gong is gone, even till now... from the wake, to cremation to the collecting 0f ashes.. Reality is harsh, the fact dawned on me that wai gong is gone.. lyk forever when they said, it'll the last tym i'll get to see wai gong, in whole; his face for a last tym before the sealing 0f the coffin. i broke into tears, reminiscing about everything i'd rmb-ed abt wai gong..
All in all, i'd rmb that wai gong was a gentle man, with nt much of temper. He had been a good husband, a good father, and a good grandpa... with everything that he has been, he's left to paradise.
wai gong has been reunited with wai po and left for a better world on the 3rd oct 2008
wai gong & wai po will forever stay in our hearts, people who loved them...

notes to family & self: stay strong ! cuz you know, wai gong and wai po will want us to be happy and they'll watch over us from on top ! :D

with love ♥ 12:38 PM

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Many things are occuring
im lyk stranded alone...
its a pain
a pain thats getting me drown, & i don't know how to resurface..
nightmares are tormenting
get me out, period

with love ♥ 6:50 PM

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

long overdue-ed post on zoo outings. buffet dinner

supzxzxzx.
The post on the zoo outings have been way overdue-ed ! And i've got only a few 0f the animals pictures t0 post. Cuz lyk what mandy said, go t0 the zoo to actually have a better view :DD
pre-ordered 魔杰座 on the day too !
Anyways, let me present t0 you 3 animals pictures 0f the day,
1.crocodiles ! [blahhs, ppl who are close to me know that i dislike crocodiles, big time :x hahas. i dislike everything about them L0L cuz they're simply not cute at all :s Crocodiles are lethargic animals since they seldom move only when necessary, that is when hunting. Lyk the picture below, they can stay all day lidat, sun-bathing with their mouth open. Tsktsk :x]
2.orang-utans ! [wooots, i think they all belong to the big big family ah meng has, the descendants left behind. cute hor ? :D ]
3.white tiger ! [damn chio animal lo ! hahas. and its hugeeee lolls. maybe cuz im smaller, so i find it huge :x]

yeapps, thats it ! L0L 3 animals. im lazy t0 post up the rest :D

28/09/08

Daddy brought us to some place call the holiday inn for a buffet-eating session. Food's yummmmy there luhs ! x]] And the place itself is nice too.

was too obsessed into taking pictures 0f the place itself, i didnt manage to take any pictures 0f the food instead hehes. its got many many desserts hahas. Desserts are the things i look out first in a buffet, so tempting. And the buffet has offer a variety 0f sweet course ranging from ice-cream waffles to puddings. yummy ! hahas

1/10/08

Selemat Hari raya aidilfitri
and a Happy children's day to all the children and to ppl who are adamant to celebrate this lovely day even if they're over age 12. Lyk me, mandy & yii ! :xx L0L we're still young at heart mah. XD
bugis-ed with lovelies ! Had a happy start when lovelies and i started exchanging gifts among each other for children's day, and upon request i got them buying chocolates and winnie the pooh sweets for me, while they had their requests too. Next up, headed for neooooooprints ! omigosh, its lyk 123456789 years since we've took neoprints can ! i've got to admit, we've
L 0 S T T 0 U C H. lolls However, on a second thought, it isnt too bad lehs :x

废话少说，photos :

yeapps. yii and hong and then went away cuz 0f some tiff they had, dunno whr they went lohs, tsktsk and the outings turn abit screwed. Nevertheless, it didnt dampen mandy and leen's shopping and arcade mood, we've brought many many things in return ! whereas yi and hong, i dunno where they went and yi didnt even bother to pick up her phone. :s

to yi: yii ahs, nxt tym dont lidat lohhs ! hmpphs. you wanto go honeymoon with hong must say mahhs, Lyk how you didnt bother to pick up yr calls, reply the msg, let alone call us back to at least tell us where you went lahs...
-.-!! let us wait for nth and tot izzit you busy settling yr things, tot what happen to you sia. see one good shopping day among us turned out to be only me and mandy's shopping lor, 好意思 horxzxzxz？！ boooo nvm its over alrd :DD

Anyways, it was fun fun fun shopping with mandy ! Brought many many 衣服！plus, bo liao me and mandy brought a pair 0f GEEK specs HAHAHAS. And i look really toot siia :xx mature probably? :p

Gary then came t0 join us for arcadeeeeeeee. arcade is loves ! hahas. As usual, we played our fav games luhs. And and and and, i lose to some guy at the street fighter game ! TT im no longer the ~~street fighter queen~~ x[[ L0L0L!! hahahas kidding la
Looo & behold. geekyyyyy mandy & leen:

attempting t0 act cuteeeeee :x but terribly, i failed yes yes. L0L! mandy passed with flying colours tho :p yeaps and cabbed homeee ! yayyyy. i wanna go shopping again ! x]]
there's work on fri ! from 12pm to 11 pm :o freaking 11 hours ! kwakwa. i hope i'll be able to hold out that long for WORK.
toodleeeeees !

with love ♥ 10:31 PM