Cause you'd mean that much to me

Monday, November 24, 2008

RE-EDITED*
RE-EDITED*

i've got all kind of things bugging me now !
WEBA, BUOM,ELIT & blahs blahs....
MST's coming but these assignments just wont let us off ! -.- Lyk those weren't stress enough, i've got a grade 07 piano practical exam coming up !
can i shout?
can i scream?
can i vent?
can i rant?
can i whine?
can i kick?
can i just simply thrash and throw all these work away ?!
omgggg. :S typical poly life, typical ranting from the piles of assignments !
when im free, im as free as a bird, and i'll think of doing work
BUT, when im busy, im busy lyk ~~fcuk~~ ! :s work come TGT, one after ANOTHER
ohwells, im left with TWO weeks to my hols ! goshh, just let that come quick :s

i hate to say goodbye...
i should have got accustomed to goodbye, especially when i should know that some people has walked in and out of my life readily for the past 18 years. It isnt easy to come to terms with at all. Thou i've been trying hard to be immune towards the treasured people who came and then went....
but that's part and parcel of life'
i guess i have to live with it, even tho i'll nvr get use to saying goodbye..

ahhhhs. enough of the rantings aiites ! :D hahas. i've got to stay OPTIMISTIC ! (:
there's alot more that i have to face before the end of 2008 and the welcoming of 2009 !
That's a new year, a new beginning ! XD
hehs. Meanwhile, i wont be updating and MSN-ing until MST's and piano's exam over yo !
its critical period !
so dont miss me without being online and on blog ! :xxxx hahahas
till then, study hard for those having MST as well
& kudos for leen who's taking the piano exam
(:

♥♥♥♥♥

aloha !
im in d middle of a practical session and got STUCKED in my javascript practical on visual basic. :OOOOOO i've tried every means to get it WORKING, but it didnt budge, refusing to give me any face at all. hmphhs ! :s & im lazy to call for S.O.S XD
ohhhs btw, st james was called off last minute, am putting clubbing off till the near-ing of the christmas seasons ! BEFORE the christmas season, since i wont be in singapore during the christmas season. :DDD ohhs, not d entire christmas, just the eve and actual day and probably the second and third day of christmas. :x hahas.
Life's pretty hetic, and i've got lots of things bugging me, worrying me, making me vexed D:
be expected to see emo posts, soon ! :xxx

aiites, jun yi is hurrying me to finish this post !
& so, i shall end here, abruptly...
byeee people ! :DDD

with love ♥ 5:10 PM

Friday, November 21, 2008

i had a memorable 18th !
& i'll start the ball rolling back to all the celebrations...

13/11/08
visited the pet shop & saw a hyper-active hamster which ran non-stop ! And i was thru laughing at it being crazy :x hahas.
Fed monster fish [sucker fish] and koi fish at the koi garden :p
dinner-ed at tony roma.
Had lots & lots of food until my stomach cant take it ! However, it was heavenly delicious ! And i'd meant it ! XD
Last but not least, thanks for the effort spent and the surprise given !
stumped for words, sincerity felt.
touched, very (:

14/11/08
Had a movie outing with classmates ! its our first official outing tgt despite being in the same class for almost 2 years !(: hehs.
Movie-ed at The cathay.
ice-creamed at Ben & jerry, slack, talked, laughed and gossiped our way through while waiting for our movie to start ! The ice-cream is damn nice luhs ! i crave for it, more and NOW ! too bad, im down with a bad cough now >[

caught Quantum of solace.
i give the show 5.5/10 :x its kinda boring in between, the first ever action-packed movie that made me felt so much lyk slping, or maybe i wasnt alrd too well on the day :xx hahas.
Outing has been fun with the chilling & all. Looking forward to d nxt outing with my lovely classmates ! (:

15/11/08
its a special day out with many lovelies ! :D a celebration to celebrate my 18th yo ! hahas Dinner-ed over at the esplanade at 'no signboard seafood restuarant
Fooooood is yummy there ! However, their seafood aint cheap at all ! thus, we didnt manage to order any seafood-related food other than scallop ! don't laugh ! :x
cuz i know we're suppose to eat 'no signboard SEAFOOD restuarant, and yet we didnt order any seafood :xxx hahahas.
Its been a comfort to see most of the friends around who gathered tgt for a reunion ! for my day ! :DD hahas. And its been certainly ages since we've seat down tgt for a meal, deep down, it touches the heart, greatly ! ^^

p.s sorry jj ! due to some mis- commnuication, i cant get to invite you ! so so sorry 'ai ren ! :D hahas. However, i still hope to see you very soon ! sorry, once again ! >[

Thanks lovelies mandy, yii, shar, lan, yun lan, nas and yun wu! :D and to lovelies' boyfriends who all made it for my 18th ! :D And to keat who 'pia down to esplanade after yr hetic dragonboat training.

Keat, shar and her bf had to rush ! And d rest of us then headed to Singapore Sling ! Had a long time deciding where we should go before settling at Singapore Sling, roam-ed Clarke quay for lyk dunno how long o.0

wanted to club, but my actual day isnt there yet. xp hahas

Had Singapore Sling with alcohol content. yummy ! that was really a good drink lehs

慧仪，好介绍！

Tried every single drink of lovelies on the picture above. Lan's one was the worst :xxx the smallest cup and the bitter of all, i instantly felt like throwing up after a tiny lil sip :x L0L its was very erm.. prickly hahahas

Made my body felt WARM ! :s lolls. not advisable to drink if you're not a fan of pricklies :x

yay ! And without further or do ! its cam-whoring ! XD

how can i miss cam-whoring when its a once-in-a-while outing with lovelies right ?! okays, cut the crap, view pictures !

i look like a duck & yes im trying to be extra here ! :x

17/11/08

BDAY ! :DD hahas. thanks for all the wishes by many many people ! :DD hahas

Thanks for the continuously incoming texts on the day, by 12 midnight and thru d days! Thanks for the wishes on friendster, msn and tags ! Thanks for the pressies from sweety classmates, from friends, belated wishes and d belated presents !

Mama brought oreo chess cake as my birthday cake at night !

Happy 18th birthday to leen !

♥♥♥

i've been pending for my 18th birthday for d longest time ! cuz i get to do lots of legal stuffs ! one thing that i've been anticipating to do is to take up DRIVING ! hehs. :DDD clubbing, m18 movies, buying of alchohol, purchasing of 4D, toto & blahs are laters ! :xxx hahahas.

The bottomline is: im one year older alrd ! its time to be more sensible and thoughful ! thats what my mom and dad pulled my ear and said to me whilst blowing my bday cake, in a joking manner of cuz ! :D hehs.

Presents ! :DDDDDD hahahas. thanks for all the thoughtful presents by sweets ! :DD hahas. The belated presents are not in the picture tho hehs. since i took this lyk earlier !

p.s: didnt get to take the present of yr picture beforehand. however thank you for d the 365 JAY CHOU which will last me a long way until my 19th! Even though jay is alrd my self-proclaimed husband :x lolls And thanks for d videos ! :DD hees. appreciated them alot ! ^^

(: i certainly had a memorable 18th ! Thanks to all my loved ones. you all made it special. Saying thanks isn't enough to express how dearly blessed i am (:
But know that i love my friends and family... :DD
And in a swift, my 18th bday is gone ! hahahas.

mst's coming ! in week 8 ! gotta buck up and study ! X]] hahas. anyways. below are 2 random photos took :p hahahas. MAMA brought me a lovely purple ipod gen 04 for my 18th ! thanks mama :xx ipod's my new best fren on my way out and way home now ! nice luhs ! XD

ryan's orangey ipod and mine :

water droplets in flower shape ! pretty uhs? :x

(: ! tmr is sat ! a long day for me, cuz im gonna do alot of things and if possible, im heading to st james with lovelies ! hahahas first ever legal age clubbing ! :x call me a mountain tortise okays ! hahahahas

However, im SICK ! down with a mild fever and a very bad cough. :( post party syndrome luhs. hehs. i hope i'll be well and kicking soon ! till then, so long people !

with love ♥ 5:12 PM

Monday, November 17, 2008

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO....myself!
XD
YAYS !
shall update soon ! toodles

with love ♥ 12:08 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

one more day t0 18th ! :DDDDDD inserts hearts*

with love ♥ 9:20 PM

Saturday, November 8, 2008

my blog is simply.. PATHETIC ! lolls.
its like one of those websites that's silently, rotting !
I've lost touch with blogging ever since I've finished my English O's.
on the other hand, life in school is simply fantastic ! hahas. More often, im laughing more than ever during this sems, and im really thankful for that. :DD or probably, because this is november that im in a higher spirits ! things that i do, jus so "click" ! Classmates are fun people ! i came to find out we share more bonds this semester ! :p
Yuppies, & i've got pictures to update ! wayyyy over due-ed pictures ! lolls.

i was laughing thruout when i was doing the thing i've done below ! My classmate wanted to look EMO by drawing the liner, but he turns out PRETTY under my drawing instead ! according to my opinion, that is hahahas :p
My dear friend here doesnt want me to mention name :xx cuz he's shy ! 'DA DI', dont kill me for posting: 是chio 的 lohs ! hahahas.
DA DI in eyeliner :

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tadahs ! :DDDD
hahas, ryan's de JAY's rubik ! i purposely made a mess outta the cube and let ryan twist it back again ! but uhs uhs, something's wrong with the cube ! can you figure out what izzit ? :p hahahas

YES ! its the birdie in the middle. if u didnt realise ! Jay's rubik is abit hard to twist around and all, cuz the pictures have to be upright, unlike the normal rubik which you do not have to form pictures. lolls And ryan was pro enough to turned it back within minutes ! [ with me distorting the cube and all ] hahas ! wee loon said he used 6 hours to figure how to go abt turning it ! [that proves how hard it is :xx] if my ears didnt hear wrongly hahas !

And then, it was the tekong trip for gems ! hahas.
its my first time to tekong, and tekong has got nice seas ! :D

The trip to tekong was definitely a memorable one ! :D hahas although i have to admit that the little trip on the ferry was abit nauseous, the way the ferry rock is ughhs ! Overall, it has been an educational trip !
well, thats it ! lolls. the more significant events that's happen so far ! :D hahas. should you realise, its been a long long tym since i've self cam-whored pictures ! Since my life practically revovles around school, its hard to get a chance to cam-whore, it may be a relief to some who dont wish to see my face :xx hahas.
there'll absolutely for more updates ! 9 more days to the big day ! :DD hehes. And im so looking forward to it ! i hope everything will just turn out fine ! no disruptions, no last mins and best, no disappoinments ! :)
till then, toodles

with love ♥ 12:52 PM

Sunday, November 2, 2008

tweedly-doooo !
im wayyyy over with that emo post below ! Novemeber is a month to be happy afterall ! A month to be out with lovelies ! im looking forward. whoa, lyk what a 180 degree change isnt it? i hope everything will go well, with cross fingers ** gotta leave some space for disappoinment too ! :p hehes.
Novemeber's the love season ! hahahas. Friends ard me are getting their happiness !
幸福啊！幸福！
但愿幸福能长久，但愿自己也能有多点勇气！
November is loves ! :DDDD

with love ♥ 10:37 PM