Tuesday, June 30, 2009
i've been neglecting this space of mine way too much; excluding those random post i posted for like the past few weeks. I haven't been updating, not because im busy hanging out. On the contrary, im stuck in home for almost like 3/4 of the time, so very stuck....
Laptop & TV are my best friends this entire holidays, i reckoned this is the first time I'd really felt like an OTAKU, well almost.
This holidays ain't going too great for me either. Probably its because im too cooped up at home, I've been keeping things to myself too. Somehow its like a container thats filling up with mixed emotions that's topping over.. And somehow, its hard to relate...
i cant wait to get to school! Have something to do rather than just facing my laptop & television. Thats what i felt FOR NOW. I know that laptop and tv should be a source of entertainment better than the work i've gotta face in school.
but I guess overdose of something isnt just great.. you get sick of it very easily. I'm in a dilemma. i dreaded school work, but staying home like this isnt helping much either. zzz, i'm wondering what my life has become.. i think i'm more used to hanging out almost everyday and spending money, more like a bimbo way of lifestyle.
who cares! At least i was happy, rather than feeling kinda restricted. yeah yeah i know, money isnt easy to earn...
Quite a bit happened during these few weeks. i feel i've gotta take up some anger management course :/ People are thinking mostly from their perspective and not mine.
The world doesnt revolves around me.. its a reminder that hits.
Laptop & TV are my best friends this entire holidays, i reckoned this is the first time I'd really felt like an OTAKU, well almost.
This holidays ain't going too great for me either. Probably its because im too cooped up at home, I've been keeping things to myself too. Somehow its like a container thats filling up with mixed emotions that's topping over.. And somehow, its hard to relate...
i cant wait to get to school! Have something to do rather than just facing my laptop & television. Thats what i felt FOR NOW. I know that laptop and tv should be a source of entertainment better than the work i've gotta face in school.
but I guess overdose of something isnt just great.. you get sick of it very easily. I'm in a dilemma. i dreaded school work, but staying home like this isnt helping much either. zzz, i'm wondering what my life has become.. i think i'm more used to hanging out almost everyday and spending money, more like a bimbo way of lifestyle.
who cares! At least i was happy, rather than feeling kinda restricted. yeah yeah i know, money isnt easy to earn...
Quite a bit happened during these few weeks. i feel i've gotta take up some anger management course :/ People are thinking mostly from their perspective and not mine.
The world doesnt revolves around me.. its a reminder that hits.
with love ♥ 11:18 PM